"Swallow The Pill That They Call Pride"

Well pursuing something that originally do not belong to you always fail half the time, why not pursue something more worthy of your effort?

I'm just drinking plain-vanilla everyday. My life just lack luster. People just pour forth jejune words and useless empty phrases which just mainly makes no sense or whatsoever. It's just characterless, monochrome, stodgy. Sometimes it is just the way how you carry yourself around.. What more can i say?? No one is perfect- that's why pencils have erasers.

Asking & Planning can be quite a tedious job and i hope to quit that soon. It just make my heart skip a beat whenever i received those "unexpected" replies. Sooner or later i'll have irregular heart beat.. Ever wondered if everyone was just made the same?? I think it'll be like the greatest creation EVERRR.
Oh well, Is the opposite attraction that strong? I know magnets are. But is it the same for humans? Dont get too strong though. It's quite frightening..

I guess late nights have just grown to be a routine in me.
I like penning down my thoughts in the night. :)
Thoughts are jumbled up.. there's just too much to say but to little time for clarity. Much are not really clarified and some are just living with whatever facts they have with them. Perhaps there are a handful of them who are just living in denial. Clear all doubts though// While we like to pass judgement on appearances more than anything else, i feel that we need to move inner than that.
Example, friends perhaps dont really know what is really going on with your life. Telling them-afraid that they do not really get the full picture and live with another set of thinking. It's just plainly tired some to re-explain oneself sometimes..

I still have a pile of work to do~ I doubt i'll be an early finisher this time as i procrastinate every time when pick up a pen to do those dreadful looking worksheets. BAD HABIT!!

Outing soon with besties. Much catching up to do~ HAHA.
20th dec=Swap & $hop. "The flea before christmas" at St James Power station. WHOO~
With parents though. Fun however. :) Getting hype up!!

Destiny is no matter of chance.
It is a matter of choice.
It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved..

Love In This Club;
VANESSA/