Sunday, May 31, 2009

I believe in Karma.
What goes around comes around..


There is something wrong with 2009.
Economy downturn, Friendship, Results etc/
If something was meant to be it would be, no use harboring over whats broken.

If something could be fixed it would have been salvaged long ago. Not everything can be solved by shaking hands, smiling and giving each other a BIG hug. It is just superficial..

Sometimes it is hard to know whether you've made peace with that person ... I'VE COMMITED A MISTAKE IN THIS WHOLE LIFE. sdneirf.
WTH is the whole world coming to? I think everybody has his/her strengths and weaknesses. I know I'm direct. I THINK DIRECT BEATS BEATING ABOUT THE BUSH..
Hypocrites are professionals in beating about the bush as they are afraid to offend people, but did you know that the truth hurts at the moment in time, but you'll be thankful for that in the later years to come.

I'm weary of everybody whose close me as there is a saying "your close friends might be your enemies". I wonder if this is really true in the real world. I PRAY: PLEASE DONT MAKE IT HAPPEN.

I need a breather on this friendship.. YOU SOMETIMES HAVE TO BE THE LOSING END. You cant always have what you want. THATS LIFE!

For that, Heck it. I dont know how to please people. I'll just leave that matter alone. It takes time though.. I'm still working on my resolution: I NEED TO BE AN ALL ROUNDER!--- I think friendship is sometimes more complex than the most challenging A math question. If you can handle friendships well, ALL RIGHT! I BET AN A* FOR YOUR MATH!

On a lighter note: Tues shall be the work-out day. I've got dance in the morning and meeting up with besties to cycle at ecp. I think i'll just be drained at night. I'LL JUST ZONK OUT! HAHA.

To you: I feel that whatever friends you are with now can make you extra happier and contented. Oh well, maybe i'm just a failure being your friend. I DONT KNOW ABOUT THE OTHER 2. BUT FOR ME IS AN ULTIMATE "YES"/

I'M SCARED OF ALL RELATIONSHIPS. They contained 80% risks. I WILL JUST PLAY ALONG IF THATS REAL.

Take that: Dont be a hypocrite.
If i could turn back time;
VAN/
(edited: 010609) 11:05am

Friday, May 29, 2009






Outing with shirleen and atika.
Atika was late for half an hour. TSK. Bad time planner.
Oh well, I'm perpetually sad, disappointed, moody, solemn. Whatever negative emotions you name it I show it.
Last day of school was just suck-ass.
Report book is ugly now with lots of ugly scarings which is going to be with me for like how many years? or forever..
If I'm now given a chance, I would definitely want to take my exams all over again.
1 or 2 at its peak REMAINING down right down. Its like extreme weathers/
This MID YEAR was a disaster/
It ruined my life/
It spoils my report book/
It just brought everything DOWN!
I will just (H) time.
Its irreversible!
"You never really understand a person until you crawl in his/her skin"(TKAMB)
Nobody understands you MORE than yourself. Its hard to confide to people nowadays as you cant really find a nice confidante to confide to.
-Betrayer
-Jealousy
-Hatred
-Friendship wrecker
-Favouritism
------These quality are definitely in anyone of us-------
Next Exam shall be better. VANESSA TAN HUI NING you've gotta to prove it. This world is filled with competitiveness. Damn YOU.
Anybody could just be your enemy




Jack-ass;
VAN/

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Here posting AGAIN..

Finally English Vocab test was today. So yeah. The facts were in my head, only some though? 39/56. >>>Average?

Oh YESSSS, Math paper 2 added 2 more marks. HOW COOLxzx can that be. Now i got 68/100!(B3) Wah 2 more marks to a BLOODY A2. *sigh*

Dental Appointment:
-Clean up
-Polish
-Tightening
-FUN PART: changing of ligatures(the sound damn nice to hear)
HAHHA.
Now i'm maroon and turquoise.(Colour not that exact)

When someone doesnt knows what exactly FAILURE is, then there is no point for that person to understand you. Not many people truely understand the authentic feeling of failure. It is something beyond explanation.
I sound too solemn now.
Ooohh well.
I'll catch you soon;
VAN/
I (L) YOU<3

Monday, May 25, 2009

ALL RESULTS ARE BACK i guess..

Is something nobody wants to know.. Perhaps for some
-I think i'm a failure as a Core Literature student.(I'll just pull the whole school's percentage down--ALL THE WAY)
-I cannot do Science for goodness sake
-Maths perhaps?

If MOE could just revamp the whole education system, it'll be great. (just take the subjects you are good at it ONLY) Wah best..

A 66/100 for Emath. I dont know whether like that good or bad. The paper was mediocre for many? But my "habit" would just stick with me--(carelessness)

If carelessness and the state of nervousness would not exits, i think many billion people would have just succeeded in this world. I WISHHH...

I wish on everything except acting on it. I'M THE WORLD'S BEST PROCRASTINATOR.

1)Feeding on Kinder Joy sometimes is futile. Makes you put on weight..
2)Time spent yesterday studying for English vocab was like ERRR.. Test was postpone to another day. (HOW GREAT?)
3)I've got a resolution: I need to be an all rounder.

I LOOK LIKE A 5-YEAR OLD KID with short fringe(Superr short)
Time can be something irreversible. HOW TRUE?
Miss this opportunity and you'll regret.
Time is ticking; awaiting for someone suitable to grasp.

MY TAGBOARD NEEDS MEDICAL CARE?! deonn HELP ME!

Its like vanished again due to my ITCHY fingerssss/

Mercy;

VAN/

Tuesday, May 19, 2009


(town outing--backdated)

YTD:

"17 AGAIN" show was PERFECT. I found it nice.
For the past 2 outings, i went out with my phone battery flat.
How infuriating. Is some jinx i think.. Oooo well.
And today i'm a GOOD girl. I did not go out. How unlikely of me.
HAHA, at home very boring eh.
Oh WAIT WAIT WAIT. When does "Night in the museum 2" comes out?
End of may right? Ok i'll catch that:)
All the nice shows came out during exam period. They should release nice shows during the june hols or long hols where everybody can go watch. AH YA. baskettt..
I need to EXERCISE. (vigorously)

Quote of the day: "As long as i dont let myself down, there will be no regrets about things like; i wish i did better"

I will (L) you;
VAN/



Sunday, May 17, 2009

Hello Blogger.

Oookay, I'm actually slow to realise that tampines still has "17 again" screening, so tmr i'm gonna catch it. :)

I WANT TO KNOW MY MATH RESULTS NOW.

Ohhohh wait, I've just realised that I've been using the computer late in the nights. At night more people are online..

GREAT SINGAPORE SALE=(gss)
coming!!!
TRASH THOSE SALES, baby!
HAHAH/

"You cant hurry love
oh you just have to wait
Love dont come easy,
its a world of give and take"

---If you take care of each moment, you'll take care of all time---

CRAZE;
VAN/

Thursday, May 14, 2009

BEAT THAT! A MATH IS OVER. FINALLY AND AT LAST.
AWAITING FOR RESULTS IS KEEPING ME IN SUSPENSE..
OVER WITH ALL MYE! OVER WITH ALL MYE. OVER OVER ITS OVER.

Out with celestine joyce and shirleen to town. Wanted to catch "17 Again" but sadly not showing anymore. (SAD)

-TAKA

-Far East

-MAX & MORE(how i love you)

-joyce's house.

Mostly the day was spent laughing AND 1/3 talking about A math questions. Wah, Sian la.

NO SCH FOR 4DAYS(excluding weekends)

THATS TRIPLE HAPPINESS. (wait, that means i'll rot at home)

*takes back the triple*

To ALL:

"Love looks with the mind not with the eyes"

Appearance is not all that matters.

Catch you soon;

VAN/

Friday, May 08, 2009


DOWN WITH 7. Left 3. WAH!


FASTER FASTER FASTER!


I'm too afraid to see Core Lit(paper 2)---50% weightage on AMSND!


HELLO sch?! Is not like we are some SUPER READERS that can finish/understand the book so fast right?! I THINK AFTER READING THE WHOLE BOOK. I'LL BE FILLED with Shakespearean's language.


E MATH AND A MATH. (just hope it will not be too tough for me to handle)





Tmr i'm gonna clear up Partial Fractions. So time consuming to do just 1 bloody question!





Anyways, went with atika and edina to pp for breakfast(macs) after chemistry..

(i need to trim my hair)

Curb;

VAN/