"You'll Just Gonna Be Another Fool"

Warning: This post is going to be just plainly on what i really admire and obviously the opposite of it.

1. I admire people with an edgy character.
2. I admire people who can make decisions for themselves and not just by following the crowd.
3. I admire those whose originality stands out from the rest.
4. I admire those who have a strong mind of their own and is not easy for others to change their minds.
5. I just plainly admire the word "Originality"
6. I admire those who have an aloof character.
7. I admire those who have a quiet personality but think deeply.
8. I admire those with nice slitty single eyelids.
9. I admire guys who do not stare(with saliva drooling) at girls like the majority would.
10. LASTLY, IF YOU FALL UNDER THE ABOVE POINTERS, YOU'LL JUST MAKE/BE MY LIFE LONG HARCORE 1 AND ONLY SOUL MATE!!

With Hatred For:

1. I detest when somebody just follow the crowd for the sake of it. (This just plainly sucks)
2. I detest when guys oogle at other girls even though they find the girls hot. (If there is a need to glance at them, no need so obvious right?) It happens too many a times already/
3. I will tend to make someone become more decisive if they themselves are too softhearted as a human being who exist on motherearth. (abit off the topic)
4. I detest long waits
5. I detest some singaporeans when they show their un-coolness facade in the public.(MAJOR EMBARRASSMENT TO BE PART OF THEM)

THAT'S ALL FOR THE DAY.
Enjoy these pointers. :) HAHAHA.

Oh yes!! HAPPY HALLOWEEN!! TREATS/ TRICKS??:)

"We are not what we think we are; We are Golden..."

Meet Me Halfway;
VANNN/

"MidNight BLUE"

An eventful weekend i guess.

Saturday was at Joey's 15th birthday party. The place is ulu and far. But the chalet is damn BIG. HAHA. I think that's like the best part of it only:) like some big bungalow!!

Oh well, kinda felt lost and exceptionally uncomfortable. Cause her bro's friends are more than her friends. WAH. hundreds of them. Scattered everywhere. There is isn't 1 place that you wouldn't meet any of them. Seriously!!

Sunday went to Raffles City. Went to topshop to look for cheap thrills!! FOUND IT. AND I'M SATISFIED:)

Monday(TODAY): Had school excursion to CHIJMES. Kinda boring if you asked me how was it. However the best part was that we could just be out of school for a day. More excursion plz. YAY. K.

I'm contemplating on whether i should go Bugis tmr? SHOULD I? :)

Oh on a lighter note:
THIS WHOLE WEEK, SCHOOL IS ENDING AT 1245. EARLY DISMISSAL=WILD CHILDREN.

Went to dentist just now, had a change of rubberbands. Now they fixed in the so called "power chains" to them. It's hurting me):

"I'm loosing faith and gravity, you'll all i need to know"

There is a hero in us all;
VAN/

"Remember Remember Remember... Remember My Name"

Was out yesterday to town with the same eight-some except joey was not there due to some reason. We caught the show "Fame", to me it was alright but to atika it was terrible. If you ask me how to elaborate this issue, i do not know how.. HAHA.

Next, the outing was sorta messy? everywhere la. I think due to me and shirleen's fault? Cause we got this urge to look for things that we had planned earlier. Sorry if we have "neglected" y'all by walking at extremely high speed, but quite fun la finding ppl like amazing race? But sometimes kinda annoying also. :)

Today was the Atomic Bomb Day!!
It rule your destiny.
It controls your emotions.
It let frustration and angst get the better of you/
It decides whether you are strong enough to accept whatever that has been thrown to you.
And the day is called......... Results day=1 of my most top chartered enemy in my whole life!!

Maths was totally filled with careless mistakes='TOOPID
Chinese was like disaster?
Core lit was like the mediator for both subjects. It led me to cool down a little.
If not i'll would have gone bersek. Like REALLY!! not lying.

The next 2 days i'll be facing is equally challenging for me. All thrown directly at my face. Accept or Rebel? Does every examination not always end up with a happy ending? I'm just pondering and questioning myself every now and then. Lastly, would there be someone who would eventually give me the answers to all my questions? Perhaps not. Being a human being; having your own human instinct naturally tells us to "Care for ourselves ONLY". Am i most correct to say that?

"Could it be a turning point or yet another downfall?"

These Hard Times,
VANESSA/

"Ancient Archives"

The word "Freedom" has been stripped off from me for the past 3 weeks and the word "Routine" has nicely set itself in me. It may sound magical, but you dont really want that to happen i believe..

On a lighter note, I have just officially conquered "THE EVIL AND HATED EOYs".
I feel a fair bit of sense of relief however i'm not fully satisfied tho. ): Ohhhoo well.

*Digging up past information that i haven't updated blogger*
1) iphone has been with me for a dear 1 week. <3!!!!!!>

2)Addicted to tap tap revenge. Who wants to play with me and beat my score?:)
3)Felt a little smarter after each major exam. I dont know why this feeling but yeah..

HAHAHA.

Who with a right frame of mind would just go home straight after the last day of exam? The answer would be just: ME only. It's kinda unlikely that i would go home straight after my last paper however the unusual me just did it today/ Does it call for a celebration? So from here i think you can seize up whether am i in a right frame of mind now.. It is mind boogling; and i h8 it.

I'm sorry but i have to say this.. Why did it have to be you who dampened my mood? Of all person. I know it isn't your fault but i just couldnt stand this anymore.
"Imposing rules on a person just lead to him/her being more rebellious". That's what i think.
Mistakes that I've learnt from planning, never get too involve in planning something as any moment the word "cancel" would be on the go. Your hopes can be held as high up where the planets are and for a minute it can just drop like a bomb and land all the way down, way down where nobody knew you even existed... Get my pointttt?.. If you are wondering, I am not blaming you for this, lest i can any questions from you.

Amath it is all your fault that i couldn't get to catch the newly premiered episode of "Polo Boys" yesterday!!!
It is a pretty much of an anatomy show. Some hot guys would be eye candy for some desperado out there.. ^^V. Hot stuff. AHHAHAH.

Plus, i think i'm suffering from bipolar. Like super real. HAHAH. I get solemn and angsty for a minute and jubilant the next. See the BIG contrast? :) I think that's prolly due to me being home alone now. The peace and tranquility is just enough for this whole day that i'm facing..

Go out Go out Go out!!(X100956959) Yes the urge i'm encountering..
I think i need to talk to somebody now. Who would want to be my confidante?

PS: Joyce i will miss you!!:)

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Silence can be frightening however if you do look at it in another point of view, you might just enjoy every minute of it.

By the numbers;
VAN/

"Warwick Avenue"

Crazier Crazier crazierrrrrrRRRrr..

Today marks the start of a new month.(1st October). Plus the start of EOYS.

English paper today. It's kinda usual la. The EXPECTED-TYPE of paper. No choice. Being in a school that pursues english at higher level.. Sigh.

Anyways, TMR is CHINESE. HOW COOL. I'M STILL HERE TYPING HUH. Oh well.

There's so many things happening right now. I do not know where to begin and i think i should go for a break as i have to prepare for major exams.

I'll leave you with this:

It often has layers of meaning.

You need interpretive, not just descriptive skills to uncover these layers.

Interpretive skills are the critical tools that are essential to appreciate these layers.

Literary effect is more significant than mere identification and description of tools.

More Often Than Not, You just dont understand somebody well enough..

This is the saying that makes me think that BRAIN is everything!!
"Any women can flash skin but the most irresistable damsel is the one who seduces and flirts with a sharp and knowledgeable mind"-- Ronda Rich.

Something Beyond.

I'll definitely catch you soon!

Lady luck, please be with me!
VAN/