"Your Dream Still Exists"

So it's Friday again. Yesss, i'm posting again. Heh, see i kept to my promise. :)
So well Mon-Wed was equally mundane as ever. Like those lessons everyday. ROUTINE. Haizz..

Thurs & Fri Hardcore work-out. I need to beat that 8 min plus plus timing for 1.5km. Like perhaps 30 secs faster:) HEHEH.

Thursday: Start of cca for the newbies:) They look so small and some of them look as young as a kindergarten kid!! HAHHA. I mean like seriously. Not kidding. They were fine. Except i think i was much bigger when i was in sec 1 back then. Perhaps 5 times bigger. YES.

Friday: Had dance audition today for TJC's concert. We are guesting their concert on the 17th April at Republic Poly. It has been ages since i last learnt such a challenging routine like today. Oh my, i was completely exhausted after everything!! WATER TASTE SO NICE WHEN YOU ARE DAMN THIRSTY. I JUST CANT FIGURE THAT FACT OUT. Hmm.. Tonight i'm sure i'll have my calves all bunched up and cramping away. Sighh//

Finally, itunes is being a bitch now. It is not being friendly to Mr IPhone. I feel damn annoyed now. So if i happen to talk annoying-ly at you, not my fault ah. Blame it on the technology nowadays. ADAM!! CAN YOU PLS TELL ME WHEN ARE YOU COMING DOWN TO SPORE?! MARCH WHEN???? I WANT TO GO K!! :) REALLY REALLY!! Oh well, I heard that Kris Allen is coming down too. But he's performing in some pub which only admits people who is over 18years of age. So.. Not too fantastic after all/

Tuition HW sucks Big Time!! Uhh. Toopid!! :/

Predestined;
VANESSA/

"Jekyll & Hyde"

I dont care if Monday's blue

Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too;
Thursday i dont care about you;
It's Friday i'm in Love.. (The Cure)

I'm planning to dedicate a post once a week to like summarise how's my week so far.
So this shall be the first. :)
Well as much as everyone is dragged out of bed facing those atrocious days ahead of them, i'm not facing any much nicer either. So we are equal on this ground. To kick start this week, the graduating classes had to attend this "mini" retreat(2 days) at the novena church(pastoral centre) centring mainly on spirituality, family, friendship, sexuality. I definitely had a good and nice laugh. Wed was just like a usual Wed=nothing special. Oh thurs shall be my enemy from now on. PE + dance=drop-dead-exhausted-pathetic-creature-living-on-planet. Had a really intense workout-1.5km run. Dance was just mainly eating up whatever remnant of energy i have had stored in my body. I got home thinking that i felt alright but the next day my body just wouldnt let me relax. Muscles started aching and contracting-especially my abdomen, thighs, arms, NECKKK. The moment i STARTED laughing, the 4 of them always had their chance to gang up against me. Well what do i do?? Practically Nothing. I will just be immune to the pain then after.

Friday: dance audition for the sec 1s. Out of 60, only 19 got in. Yesss that little. Haizzz. As usual ballet at night. Back, and here rambling on and on. \

Sometimes I always wondered, what will happen to all of us after our last year of education??
She say JC, you say Poly, they say JC, I say Poly. Well i constantly have to remind myself where i want to go after those majors and that is what keeps me focus or mayb a little more into school work. With those constant distractions like concerts!! (ftw!!) *I HEARD ADAM LAMBERT IS COMING TO SPORE SOMETIME THIS YEAR* HAHAH!! I think you saw that. Not a secret anymore. If that was true, IM GOING!! YESSS~

Alright, back to serious stuff!! See this is what i meant. D I S T R A C T I O N S/ Okayy, i shall start some long grandma story again:)

Perhaps we all know that men are not created equal in the sense some people would have us believe-some people are wiser than others, some people have more opportunity than others because they're born with it, some men make more money than others-some people are born gifted beyond the normal scope of most man. Please say that you are agreeing with me on this whole huge statement. :) YES K YOU DO:) HAHAHHA!!

I bet you that all of you are wondering why i named this post "Jekyll and Hyde". Well for a purpose. Everything happens for a purpose and that's what i strongly stick to. Basically, i believe every single one of us will meet somebody who has this "Jekyll ad Hyde" personality. It means that a person who shows good and evil personalities. You can defend that you do not exhibit this kind of character, but subconsciously you are just unaware of it.

SOOOOO.. All this is just sufficient for you to know what this girl named "Vanessa" has been doing for this whole week.

All Lies With Me;
VVVVV#

"I Could Spend My Life In This Sweet Surrender"

Had this Financial workshop today. HHAHA. Lasted till 430. Thought it was going to be dreary.. But HEY!! IT WAS LIKE ENTERTAINING:) LEARNT HOW TO MANAGE MONEY, EXPENDITURE, HOW TO WRITE A PROPER CHEQUE(joke) anddd we played with STOCKS!! AHAHHA, It was awesomely fun. Like buy low sell high. Adrenalin rush whenever we buy like 1lot of stock and knowing whether it is going to increase/decrease or worse bankrupt!! HAHA. Oh well made quite a fair bit of money!! (1.231 Million)---- if it was real life, me and atika would like quit school. HAHAh kidding!! LOVE TODAY!! YAY!!

Tmr-------------The dining etiquette course. Quite excited for it. :) TRIPLE YAY!!
Today is Green Day Concert. I wanna go for The Killers!! SOLD OUT. WHAT A SUCCESSFUL SHOW HUH!! HAIZZZ..

Dearest Joyce,

Thanks for being there when i needed you the most. Especially today:) The trust you have in me is something indescribable- sharing something very personal with me. Though you are a little different from others due to your quiet personality, you have a special quality that anybody would want for a friend. From the day i knew you, i strongly have this feeling that our friendship would go a long way. :) AND YES, you have proved that to me.. You have been a great friend to me for a close 4 years. But wait, i knew you way long before that. It was when we were in primary school. HAHAH. At that time you were just too good to be true and i was like labelled by the teacher the so called "naughty group". So yes we were of different worlds at that time. It was fate that brought us together as friends and it was never too late to discover that i have a wonderful friend like you. :)

PS:/ i hope you get to read this!! \

I'll catch you soon;
VANESSA

"A Silent Thunder"

Back for more news. :) I've survived after a week of school. So now facing the second week. Packed and busy schedule, just as i expected. We end at 2.15 almost everyday. To make it more torturous, we have 5 periods of Amath on friday. (2.5 hours) ---Non-Stop--- As far as i know, through out my years of schooling, Friday is said to be the "relaxation day". Like the least books to bring and not so important subjects and all. Amath just gladly reserved its place on friday. WHAT A SPOILER!! So anyways, managed to cope with it. My bet, it's thurs!! AH HAHA!! You know what?! For the first time, i clearly understood Mrs L. explanation. Like it never happened in my whole life before. Except during sec 3, she explained matrices(Amath). I heavily relied on tuition. So that's how i managed to get away with all the doubts:)

Had CCA fair on saturday. Performed and had to lured sec 1s to join DANCE. HAHAH. Hope to keep the numbers on the rise!! With each passing day at school, I always have this mindset that we are nearing "O"s. Like A day nearer each time it goes.. Just a few months time, i will experience the deafening moment-same day, place, perhaps time. All i can target is: Poly you are my choice. :) Just that. So just that for academic/

Thurs&Fri- "Into the World"=course on some etiquette dining and mannerism. Our school really pays emphasis on this kinda things. Like which school does that?!! Perhaps Raffles and all those branded schools. While i find that kinda interesting, the school finds it more interesting to give us more trouble by asking all of us to wear either casual/formal/business wear. I was speechless upon hearing this. LIKEEEE.. okay i understand it is held in a hotel and all. Butttt like.. AH, forget it. K wait, that is like a small issue the big one is____________ they suggest us to wear make up. Ok, it might be a joy to you/whoever reading this. But certainly not to me. I'm not into cosmetics:) Like performance is obv acceptable, but we are attending a course eh. Must it be so grand and all?! Haizzzzz.. That pair of Rubi's shoes FTW!! It's just drop dead silence gorgeous, also on sale plzz!! HAHAH. Perfect match for what i'm going to wear on friday. HEHEHE. Lets see how am i going to work those stiletto heels. They need a good owner to know how to work in them or else you will just earn yourself a bump on your face/(Not saying that i am a professional in that)

Joyce: Eh most Kc girls quite pretty right??
Me: Uh, depends la. Not all.
Joyce: No i mean like mostly is quite passable one..
Me: Er No. HAHA.

Ps: just a rough outline of the convo.

HAHAHHA, I was like laughing all the way when joyce said that. Like no offence plzz. How can the whole school be filled with pretty/ stunning girls. AHHA, she and her definition of "pretty". Biggest joke of all. Even i am not classified as 1 of them. :) Proud to announce that. Im joining the "Ugly group" HAHAH. k, jkjk!! HAHA. Cause i believe beauty dont earn you anywhere besides getting a gazillion of guys lining up for you. That dont work for me. YAY FOR THOSE VESSELS HIDDEN UNDER YOUR SKULL. THEY are the ones that are living proof of what beauty is all about:)

A piece of trivia for you: I LIKE TO MAKE PPL REALISE THAT WHAT THEY ARE AIMING FOR IS ACTUALLY NOT THE PRIORITY OF THEIR LIFE. I LIKE(x infinity)!!

Babes, I'll catch you soon;
VANESSA/

"Innuendo"

Saturday-Flea Titan IV with besties~ YAY I BOUGHT WHAT I WANTED. :) Saw many familiar faces:) It was LIKE HOT SAUNA INSIDE. HOT!! Had dinner at Marina-Carls.

Guess what?? Sch is tmr. Hw just done at this very moment. Phewww/

WAIT THERE IS A LOT OF TESTS GOING ON AFTER SCH REOPENS. :(

SCH SCH SCH SCH AND SCHOOL. HAIZZ//

PS: Thanks for always being able to make it for like all the outings. You have been great. This is something very rare in friends. You are just the rare one, perhaps out of a thousand:) That's something I'll treasure. <3

I'll catch you soon;

VANESSA/

"2010 You Have Made Your Way Here"

Bet your new year's eve had been great with all the countdown parties, concerts, mingling with friends etc. Mine was eventful!! Went for "Party On Singapore-HOOBASTANK". AH HA!! It was absolute crazy. It was not a full house event though. But it was still alright:) Douglas Robb being the front man led the crowd to hysteria/ HAHA. Guessing the event was "West Grand Boulevard" and "Monochrome".

When it was close to midnight, balloons and confettis came bursting out of the air accompanied by a "mini fireworks". YAY, SO THAT'S HOW YEAR 2009 ENDED WITH SUCH A BLASTOFF CLOSURE. The best part of the night was that i did not receive any single sms. SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT. BUT HOWEVER, the problem was that the line was jammed up with people sms-ing at Midnight and after(non-stop). So restarted my phone, and all smses came bombarded at me. Like the alarm kept on repeating, quite annoyed by it. :( HAHA. BUT YAY!!

Back at like close to 2am. Crashed to bed, completely zonked out with the ringing sound in my ears. The music was totally loud. AS LOUD AS YOUR HEART WAS TO POP OUT?? yeah that serious. :) K so,hmm..

HAVE A BLESSED AND EVENTFUL 2010/ You have my utmost wishes^^V!!

A Night To Remember;

VANESSA#