Earth Hour/\

22nd was when i turned 16.

24th was when i suffered under the hands of Rate Of Change during my Amath tutition:

26th was the day that i felt that i was using my last breath for dance.

And.. today Earth Hour. I did my part. I'm very proud of it. (Y)~ I bet you did not. Oh well.

Are you aware that we are slowly biding March goodbye? I am. I dont want April. With April Fool's kicking off the month, we all know that it aint going that smoothly-with the start of MYEs. Mine you, they are damn important to me. They are like oysters harvested from the deep blue ocean; that precious. I need that good grades for DPA.

I felt quite accomplished as I manage to complete 2 of my Lit PBQs. Hey, it is Midsummer k. Which I kinda lost touch in it. So yeap, got back into that dream-like place for that moment when I was analysing the text. It brings back to the point where love is blind and irrational. I dont quite take that stand.

Lastly, 1 more lesson till I embrace myself for my ballet exam. Well mainly that is one of the reason why I felt that every April is just a spoiler to me. Sorry kiddos if your birthdays are in April. You will still get my blessings though. :) Oh my, i bet that was the only smiley face I had for this post.

Lastly, I M V E R Y S A D N O W. Perhaps it will last till forever? I should stop laughing.

V!!

"Going Through The Motions"

Holidays flew past. What did You and I accomplished?? Sad to say, I still have incompleted hw at hand. I just do not know how to go about it. I left it alone in a clean plastic folder. Once monday morning breaks, i know what i will get.

I feel just monotone; the same effect a DSLR has. You know what I'm talking about.

Take an example:

Many joyful memories are forgotten

And as the hours go by

And life goes on

There are many wonders to see

And you just run by carefree

As you listen to life's chime

You stand aside waiting for your time

But your time is when you realize

Just what you forgot

And how you walked into a big ole knot

And that as you stand aside

Your future flies by

Like it will not see you

And then you hate how it took so long for you to see

That life's joy was every rotten memory/

I think this will be what we face after we have stepped out of our 4 years of our secondary school life. Not exactly the same, but a mere duplication of this.

How i wished that i could stay awake for a week straight and watch quietly as the seconds go by. Only that will i experience the true meaning of time. Talking to myself saying that the day is coming and you need to study, sometimes has no strong impact on me. I guess it is useless, perhaps another method might help.

Whatever character i posses may not always be your ideal one you are looking for. Firstly, i have this motto: Do not change for others but yourself.

Well deep down, many of you or can say All of you do not really....

Many more things coming up. I'll just attack the more important one/the ones that need immediate attention..

Next post will be all on pictures. (town outing and a hw day)

/You call it splendid, i'm on the reverse\

V

Affinity

1) Sunday(14th) had my advance 16th party.

2)I got a very huge suprise. Almost wanted to cry. :)

3)Thank you to those who came/organize everything etc:)

4)I'm really back dated.

5)FB not cooperating with me:(

6)I got million of photos stuck in my com.

7)My hw is yet to be completed. (tmr=fingers crossed)

8)I'm craving for green tea ice cream.

9)I want someone to help me complete my hw.

10)I want to catch Remember Me. (God knows when the day will arrive)

11)School Holidays are ending.

12)Tkam play this sat/

13)I like those who are true to themselves.

14)I like everything around me to be organised. (IDK why)

15)Right now, someone pls send me a msg. tyvm. :) AHHAh.

PS/ We can turn our flaws to strengths, depending on how you play your game.

Ashes Of Love;
VanTHN.

"You Know You Love Retro"

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday came and went. I sometimes find it invisible. But I can certainly feel the presence of Friday.

My throat is giving me hell of a bad time. Dry and like you know very sick and gross. I'm wondering how am i going to feast on sunday. Sighhh. BBQ!!

But i'm still feeling quite hype up for SUNDAY(14TH). HAHAH YAY it is going to be fun.

I think i'm putting people in a spot. Guess what?! Theme: In The 80s/Retro. I bet all of you are having a hard time deciding on what to wear right?! CONFIRM LA. DONT LIE. All in all, I KNOW YOU LOVE RETRO. Dont wear according to the theme=forfeit for you:) K wait, i'll be nice. Must have at least 1 element of the theme. K good enough right?? :) OKOK. YAY.

PS: Those who do not know where is the venue, meet at pp then after that give either shirleen/joyce/me a call and we'll fly over to fetch you :) Dont purposely sabo us make us going numerous trips ah. Meet in groups of 4-5 and we'll be very grateful :) TYVM!! ^^V.

HALLO/// I GOT HELL LOADS OF HW TO BE COMPLETED!!!!! Most of them have the same thing in common which is "exam papers". Either past Mid Year/End Of Year papers. I havent started reading them, i'm already feeling the dreariness. :(

I'm really very envious of those who won ADAM LAMBERT'S CONCERT TICKET just by buying a copy of his Deluxe Edition CD. If i known that earlier, perhaps i might get a copy if it and my chance of winning would be a little closer. I WANT TO GO!!:( Soo annoying. :( K you know what. I'm very very sad now. Sighhh/

All Good Things Dont Last;

VTHN/

"The Second Hand Unwinds"

So now we are already into the first week of Marchhhh. Yeah everyone knows that February is short but we dont expect it to zoom past us at a speed of like 130km/h. So Tuesday(2March) was Shirleen's 16th. Went out to celebrate her birthday in advance on monday. Caught "Dear John" at Marina. (Y) I FULFILLED 1 OF MY WISH LIST. :) It was a pretty much of a sad show?? Like the ending was up to your own interpretation. So yeah. Did i mentioned that my teeth was bald on that day?! It had no more metal protection. It feels so fragile like you know. Haiya. Took out my braces and had to wear this transparent plastic retainers which i dont like:( I cannot talk properly. SOOOOO MOVING ON.. It feels very weird to be out on a Monday evening till night with nobody of the same age as us lingering around. AHHA. Like you know i think there's only 3 of us who were sec 4's there. The rest were like working class ppl etc. Stayed till 930pm and left for home. Headed straight for that nice soft bed/

So we got bad most of our CAs and i dislike what i'm getting:( I've got no As k!! DAMN SAD!!:(

Mr Math was being difficult with me and it left me with a hand full of careless mistakes and it earned me a bloody B grade. See that is why you need that sheer luck for every single exam you take. Without it, even the smartest person could sometimes fail.

Tues: I received my online blogshop stuffszz!! HAHAH SO NICE K. I like my Toga Romper!! :)

Comes to Thursday and Friday and it marks the end of the first week of March. So i shall not go on any further about what im facing in dance lest you get irritated and agitated:) AHHAHA. Thurs: 2.4km NAFA test!!!!!!!!! I LIKE IT VERY MUCHHHH. 13 mins 40 secs. YAY A for me:)

PLUS I DONT WANT APRIL TO COME!!!!!
I've got ballet exam:( :( :( :( :( :( :(
6th April.

Then 17th April TJC'S CONCERT. Looks like the month of april would be the crashing of dance steps, different counts and different genre of music. What A Spoiler!! I'm like Jeopardising myself with all these commitments and at the same time i have to balance all of them well:\

I feel that sometimes i'm to calm over certain things. Also, I realised that this post is all about the stupid time. You know what?! Time passes extra slowly when you are in a class with a boring teacher and a subject to learn. I bet it passes at like what 15km/h. Or perhaps even slower..

I'm so tired. I'M ALWAYS SO TIRED ON FRIDAY:( HOWWWW?! You want to help me?! I'll be grateful/ HEHEHE.

I'll Catch You Soon;

VANESSA/