KISS THOSE SECRETS GOODBYE

Spent the day out with them. It's about an hour and a half to the new year. Well, somehow I'm just anticipating it. Not knowing what will happen. It could be just a plan great year or the opposite. In all my lives, I detest the unknown. There's no hidden reason for it if you are wondering. You reader might welcome 2011 with a big heart. I'm just a tad hesitant about it. Those months, days, minutes, seconds spent with friends, work and trouble are just going to be wiped away. 2010 has it's magnificent memories and I cannot bear to leave it behind. Perhaps, the thought of having to get the results on the 2nd week of Jan puts 2011 a heavy note to start-weighing it down.

RESOLUTIONS:-Hope that I'll adapt well in the school that I'm in and have friends. (Cause normally I'm not the one that always strike a convo)---that's not 'dao' btw.

-Lesser materialistic nature.

-Make the right decisions with no regrets.

So after my perspective of 2011, I'll share with you my recent ecstasy. Bon Jovi's latest cd-The Circle has finally made it's way down to my collection of cds well I would say my top 50 song list. Proud to announce that the group though old is still kicking ass with great rock vocals. The lyrics just clearly explains what life is and having coming full cycle of it. You can compare it with the phases of the moon-a direct analogy.

I really want to have the power to know what the future really holds for me.

Have a Happy & Eventful NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!

FESTIVE

First, MERRY WHITE XMAS TO ALL!!!!! Hope you had your very own rendition of xmas.
Well, I had my own. No turkey, ham, roast chicken and what not. I had the extreme. HAHAHA. The only thing that fits perfectly was the hazlenut cream logcake. It has been my all time favourite since the very first time I celebrated xmas proper^.~ Never got tired of it. Thinking of it late at night makes me feel real guilty. Those thick cream topping over the sponge.. You can count the extra pounds after eating it. I dont really fancy the fresh cream tho..

Right now, I'm excited for the upcoming outing!!!!!!!!!! Finally a tad of social life. I wont feel like a cave lady living in my own space.

PS/ TIME TO BID DEC GOODBYE:\

Wolves Den

According to Native Americans,

dreams that humans have while they sleep,

they are sent by sacred spirits as messages.

According to their Legend,

in the center of the Dream Catcher there is a hole.

Good dreams are permitted to reach the sleeper through this hole in the web.

As for the bad dreams,

the web traps them and they disappear at dawn with the first light.

For some, they try to determine what messages are being past onto them and what the message represents.

"Humankind has not woven the web of life.

We are but one thread within it.

Whatever we go to the web,

we do ourselves.

All things are bound together.

All things connect."

-Chief Seattle-

Side View

Another week passed without me knowing.
When you are at work, time passes real fast. It is at an indescribable speed.
Another more and it will be the season of greetings. XMAS BABY!! (waiting to collect presents)
Currently, I'm loving my work. But.. I'm afraid to meet those Big Shots. (The shyness beneath me.)
I got a treat from one of my colleagues-KOI. HEHEH.
Ok, I miss you. Yes you my pals. I feel that I have no social life. What about you? Do you feel the same as me?

Btw, anyone want to get me an authentic dream catcher for xmas? I'm just finding for the right one since forever.. And perhaps you could just suprise me? Heh.

JAN IS MAKING IT'S WAY. RESULTS. IS IT TOO FAST? AM I SCARING YOU? You know what? Let's face it. No more running for miles aimlessly.


"When there is a spark in you, just ignite and let it shine"

Golden Timeline

Started work proper. I'm working for the government. Love my colleagues. They are all adults and I feel weird calling them by their name. Literally by their name with no Mr, Mrs etc. On a lighter note, I'm not the only young one alone. I still have another newbie. ^.^

I'm facing enquires almost everyday. Enquiries face-to-face and on the phone. So when you get to see me again, please dont question me/ I want to catch up with you!!!!!(dee and atika) But.. I just dont know where to start.

An underage girl who wants to go ZoukOut. (That girl is me.) I shall wait patiently for another 2 more years.. Why must pubs limit the age to let people in?!? Another 1 or 2 years wont really make a difference. :\ Sighhh.

Went for flea at Alcova today. Got a pretty cheap romper. HEHEHHEHE. Planning to go for the 18th one at *Scape..

And.. I will end it here for now.
Tune in/

Hard Rock

Went for Elaina's Sweet 16^.^ Woah it was kick ass. GREAT!!! Love the one at Hard Rock Cafe.
Elaina: TYVM for the treat your parents gave all of us. I know it certainly didnt came cheap by looking at the menu. The atmosphere was perfect. Your cake was the highest I ever came across for a birthday party(besides those for weddings). HAHAHA. Hope you like the present. ^.~

Ok enough of partying. Off to work tmr. No more high life:\ My stepping stone into a working world. Oh well, maybe I will still get to surf the net if I have no tasks. I hope to finish "Dear John" by end of this week. Then, I'll move on to another good book.

IM TOP OF THE MOON AT THE MOMENT........ I NOW OWN A ATM CARD!!!!! ok, bet yall not as excited as me cause you already own one. But hey, it is something joyous for me:)

Oh my, I want to go for the flea this weekend.. Needa stock up on my cheap stuffz. HEHHE. I hope my off-day is on that day? Now, my planner is gonna come in real handy. It can be my "paper" com where I'll note down appointments etc.

Alright, enough of me. So folks, how's life with December? A month has just passed.. Did you spent it wisely? For me, I think I didnt.

Anticipating for the new blockbuster channel 8 show at 9pm. Waiting for it to blow my mind.

With the next chapter crawling/

Whatever You Got

Pals, as time goes by, we meet lesser and lesser.
I post this to you "What do you hold the longest?"
I turned, there was no one. Empty miles that I've completed myself.
Not my best this week.
Magenta streaks to add colour to my ever so mundane lifestyle.
If ladyluck is with me, $$ by next week?
Everyone and everybody is in their own world, doing their own things, living the way they want.
I'm just laid back. That's what I cannot stand about myself.
Decode me/
My mood is tunning in to Christmas now.
Love this season everytime of the year.
If I continue living my life like this, I can be compared to an outcast.

No more. No more of such days.