"You & I Collide"

Today is Saturday=END of the cheerleading camp/training. I'm having mixed feelings. Quite happy that it ended but sad that it ended. Ah, dont know la. Overall it was GOOD. Had a good workout and all. Abs/Conditioning training was the best?? HAHA. Though quite painful. But i think it was worth it. :) WHOO HOO.

Why do pretty girls always end up with gross boyfriends? I just dont get it. I think they deserve better. Like really deserve better. ( X infinity times) Is either like jerks/ugly looks/bastards/suckass/some ah bengs. I think life quite unfair uh. Agree with me this statement. I bet you are nodding your fat head now. :) Is really damn heart pain to see them putting so much in a relationship and they just end up getting nothing. No Love. All back to square one. Wah can you like feel the impact?! Yes you do. From all these, i conclude putting too much in a relationship just leads you to nowhere? feeling more drained out than ever.. Feeling more heart pain than ever.. Sometimes efforts you put in is not appreciated. That is Worst case la!!

Lets TALK ABOUT MY CHEERLEADING= MORE AWESOME TOPIC..
K TODAY WE DID FRONT HAND SPRING. (BOO) WAH I SCREAMED TILL LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW. QUITE EMBARRASSING AH. LIKE I WAS BEING FLIPPED 360 degrees. That was indeed mind blowing. That instructor sabo me somemore. Flipped me thrice. Not twice BUT 3 TIMES K. NOT FUNNY. DONT LAUGH. IT WAS LIKE OH MY DAMN GODDDDD!! WTH. Handstands were brilliant. All time love. (L) Cartwheels too. Tee HEEE. HAHHA.

I drank like 2 servings of bubble tea today. Do i get any repercussion by drinking too much bubble tea?? I scared uh. The second one was like a treat from this auntie who was in-charge of the infinity cheerleading. Shiokk. Oreo!! THANKS LADY!!

I think my impression of cheerleaders change abit?? I use to think that they are like some bitches or sluts?? HAHAH. But i think they are like still abit?? Not all la. They are like some cool people who can do wonderful stunts and all. Brave people. Not afraid of heights.. They are just Phenomenal. Seriously... Flips and Turns. Gymnast alike.

My leg so itchy now. Got some stupid flies flying around. Annoying me only. URRHH. :(
My toes are filled with corns? They are like so bloody dry and like EWWWWWW. damn gross. Cannot stand it.

I have this motto for r'ships:
Once broken up, dont get back together again. Cos it is really really super no face. Dont be a failure as women. :) Lift your head high and move on!! ^^V!!

As my life flashes before my eyes
I'm wondering will i ever see another sunrise?
So many wont get the chance to say goodbye
But it's too late to think of the value of my life

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And Im terrified but Im not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger..

Even The Wrong Words Seem To Rhyme;
Vthn//

"Toy Soldier Lanyard"

The cheerleading training is coming to an end. 2 more lessons to go(counting today). It was an excruciating process all in all. Worst training i had ever in my whole entire life!! Stretches after Stretches. Stunts after Stunts. Flips after Flips. Handstands after Handstands. Cartwheels after Cartwheels. Tumbles after Tumbles. Cheers after Cheers. Pain AND MORE PAINN. It has been a routine for me i guess. Well at least i can do a cartwheel!! Not that good tho. But yeah. I'll get it right:) HAHAHA. Handstands were nice when you had the trainers support when they hold your legs straight up in the air. The Feeling was awesome!! :)

Practically home just before dinner. So my days were just all burnt out by the training. What i can only feel right now is muscle pulling. All of them are just contracting in every direction, they cant seem to relax and this is really freaky. Later i'll get spasms. ):

I FEEL DAMN BLOODY SORE AND I DONT FEEL LIKE MOVING. AH. IF YOU ARE WONDERING WHY AM I SO FREE TO BLOG, JUST TO LET YOU KNOW THE TIME NOW IS 10:08. :) So I have to be in school by 12. That leaves me with approximately 2hours. K.
I think i'm addicted to all the stunts and all especially handstands. HEHEHE. It is awesomely fun. I've never done a single damn cartwheel in my whole entire childhood life and i just done it during this training. COOL OR NOT?! HAHAHAH. Oh yes backflip almost scared the wits out of me. WAH almost died!! D:

The Trainers were exceptionally entertaining and friendly plus full of jokes. HAHAH.
Well, i was quite hesitant to go for this training but i think it kinda change my thinking. So yeah. It was really enjoyable.

3rd dec go out. WATCH WHAT MOVIE? NO SUGGESTIONS AH. haizzzz..

I'll catch you soon;
Vanessa//

"Russian Roulette"

Saturday Night Out.

1. Went to Haji Lane. Bought my nice crop top!!:) WHOOHOO.
2. Homeclub for Flea Mania
3. Far East Plaza for miscellaneous..

I got my awesome Denim Jacket for like a wonderful price. Too Satisfied; speechless.
The Christmas decorations and lighting put up along orchard road was the most spectacular thing you can ever see. (In the NIGHT only la). It felt so surreal as though you were living in another world and that feeling was beautiful. Lights came out in different patterns, directions and colours etc. They were so bright, so much so that the road lamps might have felt a little awkward to be turn on. :) Deonn & Atika were supposed to go too but they had some personal/family commitments hence their absence.

Atika, are you proud of me?!! I got a nice price for my denim jacket 8) HAHAH!!

Frankly speaking, we took pictures. I mean me and shirleen. But somehow that girl doesn't want to upload it. I dont know why tho. So it'll just be ME AND ONLY ME typing this whole post relentlessly. *APPLAUSE HUH*

Did i mention that I'm currently attending this new chinese tution recommended by JOYCE THE RESOURCEFUL AGENT. Well, from what i can see from my current and most recent situation i am in right now, I am directly/indirectly giving myself more work to handle when i cannot even find a proper time to officially finish all those undone scrap homework on my table. By going for that tution,hoping i can lazily improve myself by just thinking that work given would only be done in the class itself ANDDDD not as HOMEWORK had just rang a bell to me that my thinking is officially all wrong. Just to let you know, I've got more work to do. From the way i see, i think every weekend we will be given at least 1 compo to bring home to do PLUSSSSSS spelling to top it off. So as you can see the current situation i am now in is like chaotic plus more hectic.

/I'm sorry if you dont understand that paragraph because is like about tution and all, so yeah/

23.24.25.26.28=CHEERLEADING training. Splendid!!(with sarcastic tone)
Tmr dental appointment. (Pain)

I've just learnt something during the weekend by just watching the programme "Trace". (Is like MTV like that la with all the latest songs)
People in other country can just take their life to gamble so easily.

Russian Roulette is a potentially lethal game of chance in which participants place a single round in a revolver,spin the cylinder, place the muzzle against their head and pull the trigger.
"Russian" refers to the supposed country of origin of the game and "Roulette" to the element of risk-taking and the spinning of the revolver's cylinder being reminiscent of spinning a roulette wheel. The participants will have a probability of 1 out of 6 chance to die. As there are 6 bullets and only 1 of them contains the genuine bullet.

Never in my wildest dream would i ever thought that people on this earth would play such a "yes an innovative game, but to me a ridiculous and stupid game/dare." It is just utterly overboard. Just that word to describe it. Okay I feel like i'm discriminating it but i'm sorry tho. :)

Sometimes i wonder what would the fashion in year 2022 bring about??
That'll make me a 28 years old young lady.
These are the things that make me feel that..... (you add it in yourself)...

Sustaining it;
VanTAN.

"A Miracle Drug"

Overdued. Had Church bbq on sat. It was GOOD!! YUMM. ATE MY FAV STINGRAY. :) Whoohoo. I've just realised that i went for 3 bbq parties in like what less than 3 weeks?? My throat is going to suffer i guess. Heh. All back to back; one after another.. Ate from uncooked chicken wing to burnt/cooked chicken wings. Uncooked otah to burnt otah. Plus majority of TERRIBLY BURNT SAUSAGES. It was awfully black and fat. HAHAH. :) Pimples came knocking the door the very next day. (Big ones) It ain't a minor case dude. :( Haizzz, what to do. Want to have fun=pay the price for it.

Sunday went to Bugis, had my hair cut. :) Yay. Feels lighter now; somehow!! My fringe is extremely short AND it looks damn sick. Err. Like a 5 year old kid la. But in a gross-er version. :) HAHAH. Oh well. Shopped around and i managed to get a top amongst those crowded shops. (TRIPLE applause for me huh?)

I've conquered Bio amazingly. Like finish the stupid holiday homework in like 2 bloody hours. Pro or not? HAHAHA. k anyways. Still got more homework not completed. I always shudder to see that pile of work.

When to catch "Love Happens" when i have such a packed schedule?? This is infuriating. If that cheerleading training would not even have existed i guess i would be free by then. Ah ya. Absent for 1 training=$200 being ripped out from you. Scary or not?? It's like robbing a bank.

"Would you treat me as a stranger one day?
Would you turn your back someday?
If i could get another chance,
another walk,
another dance with you.
I'll play a song that would never ever end,
how i love love love to dance with my...."

You are the mirror of your breeding;
VanTan.

"Original Of The Species"

Getting Wet&Wild at WILD WILD WET!! The exhilarating rides got all of us on a frenzy. High Adrenaline rushes. 1 word: "Superb".
Queue up for a particular ride for more than thrice. I didn't get tired of it. :)
However, all of us didnt get any tanner. Blame it on the weather. It was like cloudy cum cooling. This type of weather should only appear when people are at home all day then they can sleep in longer. Hot and sunny weather should appear for us but it didnt. Me and Nellis wanted to get darker but sadly our mission was not accomplished. DAMNIT. ):

The weather was not the Heavy rain type but it did drizzle before the doors were open to the public. So yeah. Saw familiar faces with their bikinis as usual..
Next mission on the goooo is "Flea Mania" at Homeclub!! I'M DEFINITELY GOING TO GOOOO. I needa get my denim jacket.. Now I (L) denim!! YAYYYYY!! K.

I've still yet to catch "LOVE HAPPENS"!! AHHHHH. HOW?~ eeyer. So many things havent do yet. I'm getting flustered up with Bio. So many units to complete. Worst-Holiday-Homework-Everrrrrrr. Need to catch up on my reading soon!!

Shitttzz, I'm feeling damn lethargic. I do not feel like moving. But if i keep still in one position for to long, i'll get excess fats growig on me. I do not like that. So i think i should get up and do some JUMPINGG!! That's what keeps me from being glued to the com or anything else for too long!! HAHAH. k. That's all for the day~

Repertoire;
VANESSA//

"Rekindled Memories&Friendships"

Out to Marina With Shirleen and Joyce. It was obviously enjoyable with all the laughters again.
An outing without laughters=just cancel it la!! HAHA. Bought a hairband PLUS a ring.(It caught my eye for the damn first time) Shittzzz damn pretty!! :) (Y) got ittt!! Stayed at this particular toilet for more than 1/2 an hour. There is a reason why we stayed in that toilet that long. HAHA. pictures for extra details. I was quite surprised by the fact that there is actually like less than 3 people who use the toilet while we were inside being crazy. HAH. Prolly it was due to the off peak hours??

Next headed to ECP for " 203-togetherness" BBQ. HAHHA. It started off quite dreary and awkward. But surprisingly it managed to "end" with a BANGGG with esther's gossips. It was damn shiokkk! REALLY!!~(It was not too late after all..)
But the crowd was kinda pathetic? Approximately half the class didnt turn up. Aww, what a Big Shame. ): At lastttt, it didnt rain while we WERE BBQ-ING. (1st reason) AHHAA. LAST YEAR was like a failure la!! HAHA. This year (BESTTT) EVERRRRRRRR. *Thumbsss uppp*

Overwhelming of food~ Ate like there's no tomorrow. HHHAHA. (2nd reason why it was much much better than last year)

All in All, took like almost a 100 pictures in shirleen's camera. Wait there's more in Whitney's camera. Her camera got cool effects. (L) it to the MAXX..

Time can really crawl its way up..(especially sharing the gossips part) Wish it never ended. HAHAH.

Get this clear ah, I LOVE TO HEAR GOSSIPS BUTTTT not getting myself involved in gossiping. HAHAH. There's a MEGA HUGE difference ah.

Tomorrow Wild Wild Wet with Joyce, Shirleen, Nellis & Pamelia. HAHAHAHA. It has been ages since i last went there.... I needa revive my tan-ness!! It is FADING. ): IPRAY.. DONT RAIN AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! K FULL-STOP//

Dance. My Body Is Killing Me Right Now. Muscle pull everywhere. You name it I felt it. Shoulder Blades are about to break free from my body sooner or later. That's what you get in DANCE..
This is not the end folks, there's more. Cheerleading~ I hope i dont get thrown way up HIGH. I'll most probably drop dead. :)

Another more hour to Amath tution. More differentiation for me againnnn. AAAAAAAAHH!!

Freedom has taken its toll on Me;
(V)thn
I'll catch you soon...

"Annick Goutal"

Ytd's outing started at Tampines Mall and it ended at Vivo. Tamp mall for "My Sisters Keeper". Vivo for the alluring fashion shops. The show was kinda tragic. I think the actors were pretty GREAT!! Like when you watch you can empathise with them. HAHA. I think it applys to me only? HAHA. I DONT KNOW. :) Went to vivo that i havent been for 45825809300 years/even galaxy. Felt contented. Bought my elephant chain!! I'm into safari animals all of a sudden. And it doesn't feel right. Uhh?~

Wait!! Did i mention who i was out with?? Ok i think i didnt. Went out with 2 obviously lame people. (Shirleen & Kimberlyn) I think they both got each other's disease or something? 1 was the fish owner and the other obviously was the fish. I shall leave it up to your own creative mind to guess who is the owner and the pet. HAHAH. Joke of all times.

Laughed too much yesterday(practically everywhere and every moment). Played "Truth Or Dare" on kim's Iphone. The game can really make people feel embarrassed. The best part is ONLYY me and shirleen found out a secret that we wanted to know all along!! YAY~ FINALLY SHE TOLD IT TO US AFTER DONT KNOW HOW MANY YEARS LA!! Phewwww. Chill ah, we aren't telling anyone. See how good secret keepers we are. :) HAHHA. I was being hit many a times by that game. ALL the questions came bombarding at me. Wah had a hard time thinking of answers etc. Swear it was a major embarrassment. Ironically, It was fun enough to keep us occupied during the approximately 1/2 hour journey on the train:)

Hope the outing on 12 nov to wild wild wet would be a success. (DONT RAIN!!)

"It was due to that period of time that i found you were a little nicer and had a little compassion for others. KEEP GOING^^V!!"

While all that is lost, we only have memories that we can fall back on.
For that, you shall be the Kryptonite and I shall be the Superman.

When all perceptions take a turn for a good course. (That's all i ask for)

A Whiff Of Individuality;
VANthn.

"A Blue Piccadilly"

Though it is not the end of the week for the torturous structured lessons yettt, I shall make a closure to it.
Though we have a couple of free periods here and there, the lessons were such a bore and I felt i was attending some MEGA huge lecture/talk/seminar by teachers. Frankly speaking, i think they are just plainly rushing through every single thing. Like Math, WOAHHH. LOOK AT THE SPEED WE ARE COVERING 1 CHAPTER. IS LIKE damn bloody fast. The 1 lesson= to my tuition 3 lessons.(which i really get the correct concepts and all)

I know they are rushing cause we are taking our "Os" next year. But still.... SIGH.. *Speechless*
On to another topic;
Some have yet known the word "discreet". Whatever we do or say, we ourselves have to know where we are standing in the situation and know the whole situation itself in order for criticisms to be made.

Therefore, it is purely up to your own discretion to know what is the right thing to be said and what is taboo.
Having said that, I feel that some of us are just too naive and perhaps have not experience what you called "life challenges". Learn to be acceptive and receptive of who your friends are and not just by judging their background. :) Enough said on that///

Recently, i just have this thing on the word "odd".
The word "Odd" just shows that there will always be someone/something left out.
Being subconscious and living in this busy society has sometimes cause us to be uaware of who is being left out.

OH A BRIGHTER SIDE, I'M GOING OUTTTT TMR!! YAY!!~

I'll catch you soon;
VANESSA//