KISS THOSE SECRETS GOODBYE

Spent the day out with them. It's about an hour and a half to the new year. Well, somehow I'm just anticipating it. Not knowing what will happen. It could be just a plan great year or the opposite. In all my lives, I detest the unknown. There's no hidden reason for it if you are wondering. You reader might welcome 2011 with a big heart. I'm just a tad hesitant about it. Those months, days, minutes, seconds spent with friends, work and trouble are just going to be wiped away. 2010 has it's magnificent memories and I cannot bear to leave it behind. Perhaps, the thought of having to get the results on the 2nd week of Jan puts 2011 a heavy note to start-weighing it down.

RESOLUTIONS:-Hope that I'll adapt well in the school that I'm in and have friends. (Cause normally I'm not the one that always strike a convo)---that's not 'dao' btw.

-Lesser materialistic nature.

-Make the right decisions with no regrets.

So after my perspective of 2011, I'll share with you my recent ecstasy. Bon Jovi's latest cd-The Circle has finally made it's way down to my collection of cds well I would say my top 50 song list. Proud to announce that the group though old is still kicking ass with great rock vocals. The lyrics just clearly explains what life is and having coming full cycle of it. You can compare it with the phases of the moon-a direct analogy.

I really want to have the power to know what the future really holds for me.

Have a Happy & Eventful NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!

FESTIVE

First, MERRY WHITE XMAS TO ALL!!!!! Hope you had your very own rendition of xmas.
Well, I had my own. No turkey, ham, roast chicken and what not. I had the extreme. HAHAHA. The only thing that fits perfectly was the hazlenut cream logcake. It has been my all time favourite since the very first time I celebrated xmas proper^.~ Never got tired of it. Thinking of it late at night makes me feel real guilty. Those thick cream topping over the sponge.. You can count the extra pounds after eating it. I dont really fancy the fresh cream tho..

Right now, I'm excited for the upcoming outing!!!!!!!!!! Finally a tad of social life. I wont feel like a cave lady living in my own space.

PS/ TIME TO BID DEC GOODBYE:\

Wolves Den

According to Native Americans,

dreams that humans have while they sleep,

they are sent by sacred spirits as messages.

According to their Legend,

in the center of the Dream Catcher there is a hole.

Good dreams are permitted to reach the sleeper through this hole in the web.

As for the bad dreams,

the web traps them and they disappear at dawn with the first light.

For some, they try to determine what messages are being past onto them and what the message represents.

"Humankind has not woven the web of life.

We are but one thread within it.

Whatever we go to the web,

we do ourselves.

All things are bound together.

All things connect."

-Chief Seattle-

Side View

Another week passed without me knowing.
When you are at work, time passes real fast. It is at an indescribable speed.
Another more and it will be the season of greetings. XMAS BABY!! (waiting to collect presents)
Currently, I'm loving my work. But.. I'm afraid to meet those Big Shots. (The shyness beneath me.)
I got a treat from one of my colleagues-KOI. HEHEH.
Ok, I miss you. Yes you my pals. I feel that I have no social life. What about you? Do you feel the same as me?

Btw, anyone want to get me an authentic dream catcher for xmas? I'm just finding for the right one since forever.. And perhaps you could just suprise me? Heh.

JAN IS MAKING IT'S WAY. RESULTS. IS IT TOO FAST? AM I SCARING YOU? You know what? Let's face it. No more running for miles aimlessly.


"When there is a spark in you, just ignite and let it shine"

Golden Timeline

Started work proper. I'm working for the government. Love my colleagues. They are all adults and I feel weird calling them by their name. Literally by their name with no Mr, Mrs etc. On a lighter note, I'm not the only young one alone. I still have another newbie. ^.^

I'm facing enquires almost everyday. Enquiries face-to-face and on the phone. So when you get to see me again, please dont question me/ I want to catch up with you!!!!!(dee and atika) But.. I just dont know where to start.

An underage girl who wants to go ZoukOut. (That girl is me.) I shall wait patiently for another 2 more years.. Why must pubs limit the age to let people in?!? Another 1 or 2 years wont really make a difference. :\ Sighhh.

Went for flea at Alcova today. Got a pretty cheap romper. HEHEHHEHE. Planning to go for the 18th one at *Scape..

And.. I will end it here for now.
Tune in/

Hard Rock

Went for Elaina's Sweet 16^.^ Woah it was kick ass. GREAT!!! Love the one at Hard Rock Cafe.
Elaina: TYVM for the treat your parents gave all of us. I know it certainly didnt came cheap by looking at the menu. The atmosphere was perfect. Your cake was the highest I ever came across for a birthday party(besides those for weddings). HAHAHA. Hope you like the present. ^.~

Ok enough of partying. Off to work tmr. No more high life:\ My stepping stone into a working world. Oh well, maybe I will still get to surf the net if I have no tasks. I hope to finish "Dear John" by end of this week. Then, I'll move on to another good book.

IM TOP OF THE MOON AT THE MOMENT........ I NOW OWN A ATM CARD!!!!! ok, bet yall not as excited as me cause you already own one. But hey, it is something joyous for me:)

Oh my, I want to go for the flea this weekend.. Needa stock up on my cheap stuffz. HEHHE. I hope my off-day is on that day? Now, my planner is gonna come in real handy. It can be my "paper" com where I'll note down appointments etc.

Alright, enough of me. So folks, how's life with December? A month has just passed.. Did you spent it wisely? For me, I think I didnt.

Anticipating for the new blockbuster channel 8 show at 9pm. Waiting for it to blow my mind.

With the next chapter crawling/

Whatever You Got

Pals, as time goes by, we meet lesser and lesser.
I post this to you "What do you hold the longest?"
I turned, there was no one. Empty miles that I've completed myself.
Not my best this week.
Magenta streaks to add colour to my ever so mundane lifestyle.
If ladyluck is with me, $$ by next week?
Everyone and everybody is in their own world, doing their own things, living the way they want.
I'm just laid back. That's what I cannot stand about myself.
Decode me/
My mood is tunning in to Christmas now.
Love this season everytime of the year.
If I continue living my life like this, I can be compared to an outcast.

No more. No more of such days.

Prom Princesses

Had Grad lunch at the Hilton. Memories flashed back. Yes, sweet ones^.^ My throat hurts a hell especially after Red Camp. It could be due to close contact with people and I might have caught the virus from someone who is sick OR due to continuous screaming. :\

Sigh. Ok. Moving on the Grad. It seems like this is perhaps the last chance that the whole class or even the whole graduating classes are seeing each other. I'll savour these moments/

Apache \m/

Yes back from Red Camp 7.. I WOULD CERTAINLY LOVE TO STAY THERE LONGER. WHO DOESNT?!!??! Love the cheers for each tribe and not to say the SLs. They were HOT STUFF,baby!! Not kidding~

Went visiting to various schools. Particularly love the 'Film & Media Studies' school. Advertising and Public Relations!! ^.^ The in-house DJs sound real smooth on air. (Heatwave by Ngee Ann Poly) The people are just real lively. You cannot even smell boredom there. They were just too happening/ Oh my!!

And boy, the last day was a blast. I didnt expect it to end on such a high note. Yeah I knew there was a 'Hop Party' but never did I expect it would blew the whole crowd!!!!
You can call it an "Underage Clubbing Night"-all the 16 and 17 years old. The spotlights created a hype feeling.Seriously, You can never find anyone who just stood still.

Right now, waiting for Shi Ting to upload the photos. (winks)

We are Red, Hot, Super Cute Apaches(x3)
We gonna poke, poke, poke, poke, poke your face!!!!!!! \m/

Hidden Messages

Had Family Day on Saturday. Though it seemed a little more grand with exhilarating rides and a larger variety of food stalls, but somehow I didnt felt that impactful. Sad to say but ya. :\ Okay now that it's over, I've more things to occupy me. Red camp for the next 3 days at Ngee Ann poly. Really hoping it will be a blast. (keeping fingers crossed) Prom to sum up my week. What a eventful week. Love things to be planned ^.^ Yes, you are right. I'm a happy child.

I'll feed you folks more news after the camp.

Currently, the radio has been my sweet companion. I rely on it to give me the latest and current news, gossips, hits etc.

Hang in there!!

Hollow

I want a trip inside your head
Spend the day there...
To hear the things you haven't said
And see what you might see

I wanna hear you when you call
Do you feel anything at all?
I wanna see your thoughts take shape
And walk right out

Freedom has a scent
Like the top of a new born baby's head

The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I've seen enough I'm not giving up
On a miracle drug

Of science and the human heart
There is no limit
There is no failure here sweetheart
Just when you quit...

I am you and you are mine
Love makes no sense of space
And time...will disappear
Love and logic keep us clear
Reason is on our side, love...

The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I've had enough of romantic love
I'd give it up, yeah, I'd give it up
For a miracle, a miracle drug, a miracle drug

God I need your help tonight

Beneath the noise
Below the din
I hear your voice
It's whispering
In science and in medicine
"I was a stranger
You took me in"

The songs are in your eyes
I see them when you smile
I've had enough of romantic love
Yeah, I'd give it up, yeah, I'd give it up
For a miracle, miracle drug

Miracle, miracle drug (U2)

Excitement

IKEA ON THE 15TH!! ^.^

Back On Board

I M O F F I C I A L L Y O V E R A N D D O N E W I TH 'O' S, BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes, no more tight schedule and stressing over studies. 'Freedom' would now be the word that occupy these few months to come/ Now that I do not have to go to school, the part I detest most is to plan for the holidays. No more usual timetable. I somehow feel lost? More of stepping into a whole new level of a typical xbox game. Free time now does not equates to fitting a gazillion of equations into your brain and regurgitating whatever facts you have memorised. Well, school to me is like my "security blanket" as I know for sure everyday I wake up there is something installed for me and that I clearly know I wont be investing my time on unproductive tasks. I'm weighing the pros and cons here. So.. that would be what I clearly miss at the very moment.

Some would plan to step into the working life. I DO EVER CONSIDER THAT. However, I would like to indulge myself in a more enriching experience. I would certainly love to take up another language. Who's with me?!! No, not those Asians but French. ^.^ Currently, it would be under my "to-do" list. (but ranking the last?)

I've still yet to satisfy myself. Visiting the 'Universal Studios' is a place I've longed to visit. Love being stuck in that magnificent castle and exhilarating rides etc. (looking at the brochures..) I believe you would call me a dreamer? Yes, I wouldn't deny that. That one moment can even transport me to a place that does not even exist. No one would ever know. And yes, back to reality-------

Top priority now is to hunt my PROM outfit!!!!!!! Do not ever remind me. I know I'm really late.
Flipping through the calendar, I realised that we are bidding November goodbye. Exams really can make a month pass real fast. I should put my mind at ease knowing that I've survived it all. (phewww) Doing the exam is not challenging but waiting for the results is testing your tolerance level-testing to see if you can accept the fact that is painted black and white right before your eyes. That, is what I called challenging.

Now, let's see where the wind will take you/

That's for now. Tired of typing and staring into the com's screen.
I'll catch you soon, babes!! ^.~

A Little Breather-

Daily life is harsh, and most of us constantly seek escape from it in fantasies and dreams.

Stars feed on this weakness; standing out from the others through a distinctive and appealing style, they make us want to watch them. At the same time, they are vague and ethereal, keeping their distance, and letting us imagine more than is there. Their dreamlike quality works on our unconscious; we are not even aware how much we imitate them. (Robert Greene)

I happen to chance upon this and it caught my attention the very minute.

Away from books a little while. Back to it very soon/

WITH THIS, IM ON HAITUS;

With promises, I'll catch you soon!!

On Its Last Bend

It didnt used to be this way.
I'm afraid to see drastic changes.
Nice to see that you've grown out of that timid self. But do make the best out of it.
The day that we may go our separate ways may soon be knocking our doors. I'm aware of that.
I adhere to my own set of morals while it might be different for you.

Some said that you've become too bold nowadays. I chose not to believe them. But now, I'm halfway into that statement.
I really long for your old self where you were more sensitive. Where has that sensitivity gone?

When you chose not to say anything, I'm fine with that. Keep that and we'll be strangers. When too many comes knocking on your door, befriending you, do you feel something isnt in place? I hate those "touch and go(s)". It is literally excruciating to sieve out those sincere ones and eliminate the others. Having said that, I'm loosing my stamina in tolerating whines and other forms of nasty tones.

"In the real world, it is more tough and cunning than you think it is"
From experience, sometimes following your own heart could even back fire you. I'm really weary of that.

PS/ This could be my last few posts before I battle with those several monsters.

I'll catch you soon/

STARSTRUCK

The Click 5's on Sunday. It was free. Got into the VIP area thanks to Elaina and Ana-mei. ^^
YES, HOT IS THE WORD.
Had o's english oral today. I found it good? Well is not as bad as I expected. HAHA.
Lastly, I'll upload the pictures of the concert prolly end of this week? Stay tune.


I can see your shadow lying in the moonlight
I can hear your heartbeat playing on my right side
Every night I long for this, makin' up what I miss
I can hear you breathing letting out a sad sigh

You tried so hard to hide your scars
Always on your guard

Don't, don't let me go
Don't make me hold on when you're not
Don't, don't turn away
What can I say so you wont
No don't, don't let me go...

I can see the skyline fading in the distance
Tears are comin' down
I'm trying just to make sense
I don't listen to the radio just the engine and the road
I wonder if my words are makin' any difference
I dream and then it seem to end
But always come again
I'm comin' down

To where you're standing
I need you now or you'll be watchin'
Me hit the ground
With crashing in...

Don't let me go...
Don't let me go... (TC5)