Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Laws Of Illusion


Confirmation was good. Received many flowers.
HAHAHA. Epic moment on that day. S & E. Scandalous^.<
In this universe, whatever you desire the universe will (always) transpire in your favour.
But I want to be piggyback like the above. ^^ It never happened :\
Back to the topic..
Olevels chinese oral just spoilt my week. Mind you, mine is the 2nd July=2nd day :\
I'll tremble big time!! WAIT & SEE.

What I see and feel is sometimes not the genuine feelings. What to do?
I'll equate the world to "A Barbie World". All will find their own "Ken", while some do not.
I'm the only exception. Yes, I have the final say.
I do not know why I have this ice wall in front of me. It has its pros & cons.
I think you've got me all wrong.
I dont regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old..
I'm going home/

On a lighter note,
I might be catching "Voyage De La Vie" this weekend? M A Y B E IS THE WORD.
I REALLY WANT TO!!!!!! I want to immerse myself in that illusion and fantasy that no one ever shake you out of it.

I like you for who you are \m/

Friday, June 25, 2010

Stuck In An Ice Cube;



For the first time in a long time,
I'm happy to be right here,
It's not about the destination.

Cause the moment you arrive
you find what you're looking for/
It has always been right inside
right there in your heart.

On this beautiful journey;
right here..
Forever it will be. (Voyage De La Vie)


PS/ WHAT A LIFE I GOT. I EXIST TO THINK FOR SOLUTIONS FOR PEOPLE. I'll do as I'm deem fit then. I'm not in the mood to communicate. I'll emote anger if I just type anything out. :
I like where I'll be tmr. Other than that, nothing. School's starting. The word "busy schedule" will definitely not leave me alone. I WANNA CRY- If you could be my sweet escape, I would gladly fall into your arms. Now, anger just supersedes everything.
Beyond control is that 2 words I'm looking for/

MJ's ANNIVERSARY TODAY. His programme is now on till 2am? Go catch it. R.I.P. \m/

Thursday, June 24, 2010

A Tough Nut












Tues was Jas & Kim's 16th partyyy. It was alright except the drizzle:\
----All the alcohol and cigarettes/----

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Where Do We Go From Here;








Was too zonked out ytd night after numerous rounds of walking up and down.
Went for the Gazillion Bubble Show at Downtown. Met Atika at Whitesands and trained down to cityhall to meet Elaina.
PS/ ATIKA BITCH, TYVM FOR WALKING THE WHOLE ENTIRE WHITESANDS WITH ME.
Oh my, Supperclub was a huge mess. It was hot and stuffy. A totally NO NO to claustrophobic folks. Well Im really glad that I curb my expenditure. ^^ I deserve a big clap!! HAHAH.
Head on to a nearby macs to fill our little tummies.
Met Shirleen at Bugis. That silly girl do not know how to go clarke quay directly. So yeah. Made a special trip to Bugis for her sake. Clarke Quay: Homeclub. Stalls were definitely much lesser than what we saw at Supperclub but bought something there. We saw familiar faces/

Dinner at Subway. So filling:\ Guess what?! We went back to Supperclub again. This time they were all packing and about to vacate. Luckily shirleen bought something if not our trip there would be a wasteeeeeeee. Okay. Tired from continuous typing.

PICS ANOTHER TIME8)

Friday, June 18, 2010

The Basics


I would love to picture you with the back of my mind;
Would You Let Me?
I want to sleep through the day not knowing what is happening/

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

A Replica









If you ever need stress relievers. Call them. HAHA. They are the best. No one else but them.

We make words that dont make a single sense, we laugh at each other, we scold each other(joking way huh), we hug, we are going to move on to kisses soon(awww), we bitch, we eat like there is no tomorrow(pasta & puffs^^) But hey, they all for a good cause. HAHAH. You can go crazy studying on your own. Dont Do That Often=IT MIGHT BLOW YOU UP. It may work for you. So if it does, just continue it. Forget about what I've just said. Wah I'm getting incoherent alr. Oh wellyzzz..

YAY I'M GOING FOR FLEASSSSS WITH BUDDIESz!! Holidays are drifting faster and faster away from me. It is just like a big passing cloud-it comes and go. A moment of reverie to be lost in. A wonderful feeling.. But, not for long. We will get back to serious stuffs once all that play is over:\

I love tuitions. They enlighten me further. I see sums in a different light. A brighter and more positive perspective. WHAT A JOYYY!!

Did I MENTION BEFORE THAT I LOVE YOU? YES YOU. HAHAH. You little brat reading this post. (that'll be alot of people I would love, oh boy!) HAHAHHA. Yes I'm quite happy and light all of a sudden. Most probably the same feeling as a drug addict being fed again with ecstasy/

Heyaaaaa Shirleen, you idiot. I know all your darkest secrets pal. Dont try hid from me. I know who have you been hanging out with now huh. *cheeky smile*. You are the GREATEST BITCH TO ME. GOSSIPS AND ALL no. 1!! Pal, you suck!! HAHAH. Oh well, I will still love you even though your *boyfriend* is having second thoughts about breaking up with you. What a scene man!!

K, Im so noisy.
BYE LITTLE BABES.

I'll catch you soon!!

Vthn/

Monday, June 14, 2010

In A Different Light-

I somehow detest babies when they cry and all but, ironically, I want to experience their life all over again.

  • You look good and adorable even without a single strand of hair.
  • Whenever you cry, people give you their fullest attention and care.
  • You dont have to care about what goes on in the world today.
  • When you want food you just open your mouth.
  • Money does not come into the picture.
  • You look cute in every single pictures even those unglam ones.
  • People do not judge you because you do not have any teeth.
  • You get the best complexion that all adore.
  • You do not have to solve problems.
  • You get to be carried.
  • You do not get labelled for hanging around boys-playing and laughing.
  • Crying is your powerful tool to get what you want/
Basically, you are treated like a prince/princess.

Soon Everything Changes,
IS ALL THE OPPOSITE.
After experiencing them for long, you really wish you were still a small kid. A kid that never got old. How splendid.

Rachel Wong's house tmr for homework.
18th for confirmation rehearsal.
19th for some bubble show? FLEA later in the afternoon/night^^

PS/ I'm DSA-ing TO TJC AND CJC. WISH ME LUCK PALS. 8)

VANESSA IS TIRED. VANESSA WANTS TO EAT. VANESSA NEEDS SOMEONE TO TALK TO. VANESSA H8s THE POLITICS GOING AROUND. VANESSA EATS MORE THAN A NORMAL PERSON. VANESSA HASNT LAUGH CRAZILY FOR A LONG PERIOD OF TIME. VANESSA SHOULD STOP TYPING LIKE A ZOMBIE NOW.

ok. I'll catch you soon. Watch this space/

Thursday, June 10, 2010

The Thoughts;

You Have Your Aspirations And I Have Mine;
WWW tomorrow^^ Hopes the weather would not be like today. I WANT THE SUN. ^^ YES PLSSS.
Maroon is the colour. I love prata suddenly.
Lastly how to do motion of particle?! MY AMATH HW. :/ Oh boy.
CLAIRE TAN: CAMP PICTURES!!
I'm actually quite proud of myself. I actually didnt wait till the very last minute to start on my holiday homework. I'm in the midst of it. So YAY~
No one want to wear bikini with me. I shall stand out. Okay.
Alright, so I've just rambled on and on and no one is stopping me.
So much to say, so much so that I've not organised my thoughts properly. WHAT A MESS!!

I shall hit my homework now~
I'll catch you soon babes/

Thursday, June 03, 2010

I Want To Know/


I Have A Convoluted Life Ahead Of Me.
And when you promised someone a moon, you are not making any difference to her life.
By sitting down and doing nothing is a real kick in the teeth for me.
After today, I'll be away on camp. I ever wondered who would dearly miss me/
Next, I'll get another hole in me.

Like I always ask myself: "Will I Be Able To Complete The Race With Victory?"
I never found an answer. Or perhaps it could just be a dream question that I longed wanted to know.
I want to get back to the time where complexity was not even known to me.
Some how, The older you get, the more you need to fight to sustain in this society.
When you were younger, all was provided. Wouldnt it be so lovely if we just get wait upon by people around you? I believe so/

"Love Yourself First Before Others Can Love You". I've always adhered to this quote. You could do the same.
When sometimes everything fails right before you- WHAT DO YOU DO?
Kiddos, bet you never thought about that right?
I do stay awake thinking why do people around me behave like this and why do people go for fame? So it is best I stay asleep for 24 hours everyday. I never believe people are as nice as they can be. Yes, I am being over sensitive. And that is precisely why your senses and feelings are implanted on you.

This blog has always been on pending for a new splash of colours. But I really do not know what to do about it. Me equates to NOT-A-IT-SAVVY kid. I can be labelled as the really "backdated" 21st century kid. No one else can take that title away from me. :

It was you who made me up, and the same you who almost...

Let's Replay History,
\/THN