You could catch me in a faraway distance;
A place where is mystified.
I would love if you could wish me well/
Lady luck i would greatly need your help,
This could be the last time for all that I've done.
Please say you would catch me soon in the next galaxy;
a place where i would most gladly be.



ON HAITUS~

You Are Timeless To Me

MID YEARS IS JUST 2 WEEKS AWAY. IM AMAZED AT HOW TIME PASS AT SUCH INCREDIBLE SPEED.

I'm really very tired of friends who are around me. I WANT SOMEONE TO ASSURE ME THAT ONCE I CLOSE MY EYES, EVERYTHING WILL JUST FALL TO A SITUATION THAT I WANT IT TO BE. With that, the world wouldnt be more magical.

I'm beginning to step into that little and small confined space that is called isolation. I'm also puzzled at myself for that change. Perhaps it is just the fact that exams are nearing. It couldnt be any nearer than that. I sometimes cannot imagine how i just pulled through each and every lessons in school. Firstly, I noticed that when you are doing a math problem sum, copying something from the board, doing comprehension, it feels as though someone went to adjust the clock in like what 5 secs? Before you knew it, an hour has just past. I am really scared:\

I'm labelled "weird" for not being my usual self. Maybe I shouldnt give the impression of myself as a happy-go-lucky kinda girl from the start. At times, you can show a frontier of yourself laughing but only you yourself know that it is just a show. I want to have as many "masks" as possible. I hate it when somebody do not understands me at least half the percentage of me as I do. I know it is not easy to comprehend someone but sometimes I do like that private space; somewhere where I can find that puny serenity.

When we leave this school in due time to come, I'll always remember that I have a friend who couldnt be more caring as you. You were the best I ever knew even though you made me sad at times. Making fun of you is just priceless, you wouldnt even get a least offended. My friend, tyvm^^ <3

NEXT...

I like this poem:

..I am nobody's friend.

Once I tarnish a reputation, it is never that same.

Remember, before you repeat a story, ask yourself:
Is it true? Is it fair? Is it necessary?
If not, do not repeat it. (Extracted from the poem "My Name Is Gossip")

PS/ You should be studying now instead of reading this my friends/

Till Then,

Vanessa/

The Peak

So how's your week folks?? Mine was just plainly GOOD?/ NO lessons for 3 days-monday to wednesday cause of BMW. Performed for closing ceremony and all. Adrenaline rush i tell you. Like at the backstage. Plus i breezed through my ballet exam on tues. How Nice!! HAHAH/

To be frank, there is nothing interesting about the week. Except it is Joyce's Birthday on Thursday. That girl is finally 16!!:) YAY!!^^

I'M PRAYING FOR TJC's concert to be like over so i can step down from CCA. I feel so loser when almost everyone stepped down from their CCA except DANCE. Is like WAH the feeling is you know very pek cek type. However, NO DANCE=NO EXERCISE:( Oh how to i get those vigorous exercise from besides dance. :( Sighhhhhh/ I think that's the bad part of it. OH NO OH NO!! CHINESE O LEVELS COMING. COMING. C O M I N G. I NEED TO GET OVER THAT ONE QUICKLY. LIKE ACE THE SUBJECT OR SOMETHING!!! I'm so paranoid all of a sudden. All the caps and all. HAHHA I have to admit that I LOVE CAPS, BABY!!:)

I H A V E A M A J O R C R A V I N G F O R... G R E E N T E A I C E C R E A M NOW!!~

Well moving on, I'm quite intimidated by some of my classmates' actions. IM REALLY VERY SCARED:\ NOT KIDDING. IS LIKE.. HAIYA SHALL NOT GO ON ANY FURTHER//

MONDAY I'VE GOT CHEM CA2, FRIDAY IVE GOT EMATH CA2. YOU KNOW WHAT?? I SHOULD STOP TELLING YOU MY LIFE STORY AND GET DOWN TO WORK. IT IS JUST TOO LITTLE TIME. OR MAYBE IT IS JUST ME/ BB!!

I'll catch you soon;

V/\NESS/\

April fool's
–noun
1. the victim of a practical joke or trick on April Fools' Day.
2. a practical joke or trick played on that day.

You'll be that fool when you played a prank on someone after 12pm. It doesnt last the whole day though. I only realised it now. So to be frank, I can be named as a "fool" as i was involved in a prank like today.. (BEST eyy!!)

-Amath test was hardcore. I dont know how i manage to survive that battle i was fighting but yeah.
-SS was "OK" only. Like you know without those clues I think I might have crush those papers and throw them around.

I'm so tired. Next week for 3 consecutive days=BMW. Taking a little breather from school work. I hate those extended curriculum:( Make me stay longer in school and suffer.

When everything falls apart, would you be the first to salvage the situation?

I'll catch you soon;
VANESSA