I believe in Karma.
What goes around comes around..

There is something wrong with 2009.
Economy downturn, Friendship, Results etc/
If something was meant to be it would be, no use harboring over whats broken.

If something could be fixed it would have been salvaged long ago. Not everything can be solved by shaking hands, smiling and giving each other a BIG hug. It is just superficial..

Sometimes it is hard to know whether you've made peace with that person ... I'VE COMMITED A MISTAKE IN THIS WHOLE LIFE. sdneirf.
WTH is the whole world coming to? I think everybody has his/her strengths and weaknesses. I know I'm direct. I THINK DIRECT BEATS BEATING ABOUT THE BUSH..
Hypocrites are professionals in beating about the bush as they are afraid to offend people, but did you know that the truth hurts at the moment in time, but you'll be thankful for that in the later years to come.

I'm weary of everybody whose close me as there is a saying "your close friends might be your enemies". I wonder if this is really true in the real world. I PRAY: PLEASE DONT MAKE IT HAPPEN.

I need a breather on this friendship.. YOU SOMETIMES HAVE TO BE THE LOSING END. You cant always have what you want. THATS LIFE!

For that, Heck it. I dont know how to please people. I'll just leave that matter alone. It takes time though.. I'm still working on my resolution: I NEED TO BE AN ALL ROUNDER!--- I think friendship is sometimes more complex than the most challenging A math question. If you can handle friendships well, ALL RIGHT! I BET AN A* FOR YOUR MATH!

On a lighter note: Tues shall be the work-out day. I've got dance in the morning and meeting up with besties to cycle at ecp. I think i'll just be drained at night. I'LL JUST ZONK OUT! HAHA.

To you: I feel that whatever friends you are with now can make you extra happier and contented. Oh well, maybe i'm just a failure being your friend. I DONT KNOW ABOUT THE OTHER 2. BUT FOR ME IS AN ULTIMATE "YES"/

I'M SCARED OF ALL RELATIONSHIPS. They contained 80% risks. I WILL JUST PLAY ALONG IF THATS REAL.

Take that: Dont be a hypocrite.

If i could turn back time;

VAN/

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Outing with shirleen and atika.

Atika was late for half an hour. TSK. Bad time planner.

Oh well, I'm perpetually sad, disappointed, moody, solemn. Whatever negative emotions you name it I show it.

Last day of school was just suck-ass.

Report book is ugly now with lots of ugly scarings which is going to be with me for like how many years? or forever..

If I'm now given a chance, I would definitely want to take my exams all over again.

1 or 2 at its peak REMAINING down right down. Its like extreme weathers/

This MID YEAR was a disaster/

It ruined my life/

It spoils my report book/

It just brought everything DOWN!

I will just (H) time.

Its irreversible!

"You never really understand a person until you crawl in his/her skin"(TKAMB)

Nobody understands you MORE than yourself. Its hard to confide to people nowadays as you cant really find a nice confidante to confide to.

-Betrayer

-Jealousy

-Hatred

-Friendship wrecker

-Favouritism

------These quality are definitely in anyone of us-------

Next Exam shall be better. VANESSA TAN HUI NING you've gotta to prove it. This world is filled with competitiveness. Damn YOU.

Anybody could just be your enemy

Jack-ass;

VAN/

Here posting AGAIN..

Finally English Vocab test was today. So yeah. The facts were in my head, only some though? 39/56. >>>Average?

Oh YESSSS, Math paper 2 added 2 more marks. HOW COOLxzx can that be. Now i got 68/100!(B3) Wah 2 more marks to a BLOODY A2. *sigh*

Dental Appointment:
-Clean up
-Polish
-Tightening
-FUN PART: changing of ligatures(the sound damn nice to hear)
HAHHA.
Now i'm maroon and turquoise.(Colour not that exact)

When someone doesnt knows what exactly FAILURE is, then there is no point for that person to understand you. Not many people truely understand the authentic feeling of failure. It is something beyond explanation.
I sound too solemn now.
Ooohh well.

I'll catch you soon;

VAN/

I (L) YOU<3

ALL RESULTS ARE BACK i guess..

Is something nobody wants to know.. Perhaps for some
-I think i'm a failure as a Core Literature student.(I'll just pull the whole school's percentage down--ALL THE WAY)
-I cannot do Science for goodness sake
-Maths perhaps?

If MOE could just revamp the whole education system, it'll be great. (just take the subjects you are good at it ONLY) Wah best..

A 66/100 for Emath. I dont know whether like that good or bad. The paper was mediocre for many? But my "habit" would just stick with me--(carelessness)

If carelessness and the state of nervousness would not exits, i think many billion people would have just succeeded in this world. I WISHHH...

I wish on everything except acting on it. I'M THE WORLD'S BEST PROCRASTINATOR.

1)Feeding on Kinder Joy sometimes is futile. Makes you put on weight..
2)Time spent yesterday studying for English vocab was like ERRR.. Test was postpone to another day. (HOW GREAT?)
3)I've got a resolution: I need to be an all rounder.

I LOOK LIKE A 5-YEAR OLD KID with short fringe(Superr short)
Time can be something irreversible. HOW TRUE?
Miss this opportunity and you'll regret.
Time is ticking; awaiting for someone suitable to grasp.

MY TAGBOARD NEEDS MEDICAL CARE?! deonn HELP ME!

Its like vanished again due to my ITCHY fingerssss/

Mercy;

VAN/

(town outing--backdated)

YTD:

"17 AGAIN" show was PERFECT. I found it nice.

For the past 2 outings, i went out with my phone battery flat.

How infuriating. Is some jinx i think.. Oooo well.

And today i'm a GOOD girl. I did not go out. How unlikely of me.

HAHA, at home very boring eh.

Oh WAIT WAIT WAIT. When does "Night in the museum 2" comes out?

End of may right? Ok i'll catch that:)

All the nice shows came out during exam period. They should release nice shows during the june hols or long hols where everybody can go watch. AH YA. baskettt..

I need to EXERCISE. (vigorously)

Quote of the day: "As long as i dont let myself down, there will be no regrets about things like; i wish i did better"

I will (L) you;

VAN/

Hello Blogger.

Oookay, I'm actually slow to realise that tampines still has "17 again" screening, so tmr i'm gonna catch it. :)

I WANT TO KNOW MY MATH RESULTS NOW.

Ohhohh wait, I've just realised that I've been using the computer late in the nights. At night more people are online..

GREAT SINGAPORE SALE=(gss)
coming!!!
TRASH THOSE SALES, baby!
HAHAH/

"You cant hurry love
oh you just have to wait
Love dont come easy,
its a world of give and take"

---If you take care of each moment, you'll take care of all time---

CRAZE;

VAN/

BEAT THAT! A MATH IS OVER. FINALLY AND AT LAST.
AWAITING FOR RESULTS IS KEEPING ME IN SUSPENSE..
OVER WITH ALL MYE! OVER WITH ALL MYE. OVER OVER ITS OVER.

Out with celestine joyce and shirleen to town. Wanted to catch "17 Again" but sadly not showing anymore. (SAD)

-TAKA

-Far East

-MAX & MORE(how i love you)

-joyce's house.

Mostly the day was spent laughing AND 1/3 talking about A math questions. Wah, Sian la.

NO SCH FOR 4DAYS(excluding weekends)

THATS TRIPLE HAPPINESS. (wait, that means i'll rot at home)

*takes back the triple*

To ALL:

"Love looks with the mind not with the eyes"

Appearance is not all that matters.

Catch you soon;

VAN/

DOWN WITH 7. Left 3. WAH!


FASTER FASTER FASTER!


I'm too afraid to see Core Lit(paper 2)---50% weightage on AMSND!


HELLO sch?! Is not like we are some SUPER READERS that can finish/understand the book so fast right?! I THINK AFTER READING THE WHOLE BOOK. I'LL BE FILLED with Shakespearean's language.


E MATH AND A MATH. (just hope it will not be too tough for me to handle)





Tmr i'm gonna clear up Partial Fractions. So time consuming to do just 1 bloody question!





Anyways, went with atika and edina to pp for breakfast(macs) after chemistry..

(i need to trim my hair)

Curb;

VAN/

English And Chinese MID YEAR OVER.
THERES STILL MORE TO GOOOO.
I dread for lit paper to come...
CORE LIT=4 ESSAYS!
50% weightage on midsummer night dream. IS LIKE CAN DIE. I HAVENT EVEN READ THE WHOLE BOOK YET. All the language kinda pissed me off.
BTW;
had chem and bio remedial today.
CHEM: dot and cross diagram. (if you can do you=GENIUS!)
BIO: Mr A. so lame. All the expressions, die of laughing... xxzzzxzx

GTG EAT DINNER NOWWWWxx

VAN/

"panoramic view"

In general...

-EMDD was magnificent!
-Congrats to all the SYF performing groups!
-Congrats to me! MYE is coming. (Mon: Chinese paper)
-Hope I dont die half way during Amath Mid Year----KILLER!
-Exam faster pass, I WANT TO GO OUT!
-Why do i keep procrastinating?! I need to finish up TKAM! (idiot!)

"Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight

And damn it this feels too right

It's just like Deja Vu

Me standin' here with you

So I'll be holdin' my breath"

An enemy could just be your closest friend.

WHO KNOWS?

VAN/

-Technical Run
-Matinee, Gala.

It looks simple with words but it takes alot of man-power.
So yep, on Wednesday is EMDD our school's very own production. Confirm fun!
HAHA.
Oh yes MYEs are really crawling up to me. I feel very pressured. Like cannot breath anymore. I'm afraid of my sciences and Amath! GOD, damn.


Wait Wait WAIIITTT.
I need to finish up my Mocking Bird book before mye comes!
K byez.

I justtt found this pic in my com.
Oh yes. It was at the zoo(recently)
A picture after 234235425 postss. HAHHA

It Could Just Be Plain Happiness.

Yes la Yes la. THANKS DEONN yang for the help of my blogskin. SMART AND PRO AND EFFICIENT. :)

HAHA.

Anyway, Why do we still have to go to school during E-learning. Plain Retarded la. (shit, this abit out of the topic) HAH.

OHHHH YESS. 1 MORE THING!!!

DANCE: gold with honours! Can't believe it. Its like OMG the shiok feelin'!

HAHAH. The principal made us felt exceptionally special. She said, "Well done girls. This is our first gold with honours award after so many years. You've made history!"

She said it in a very calm manner. Like so lame. Cant take it! :)

Oh I'm not boasting ah! I'm overjoyed. SO BOASTING IS NOT EQUALS TO OVERJOYED!

Yes!! And to all other SYF performing groups who have not gone for SYF yet, WISH YOU ALL THE BESTTTT! YOU TOO CAN BRING IN THE gold with honours! 8)

In school I was wondering if all the performing arts can achieve gold or gold with honours, that'll be like WAY TOOOO COOL! GAHHAHA!

Its never too late/

VAN

Yes, a sigh of relieve. NOW you can start hearing me breath again. SYF's finally over. At one point we were all panicking and Whoosh the competition is over. Well it was not that scary. But i can assure you those schools we saw were terrific! I SERIOUSLY HOPE THE WE GET GOLD WITH HONOURS. Those who went to watch us said that it went well but i seriously dont know the real answer. Hoped it really went alright! :)

My hair now smell of hairspray. It sucks. My eyelids are black(eyeliner). I look ghostly.

Next up-coming performance: EMDD. After which is freedom, no more packed schedule!

Oh yes I found this code/phrase/sentence/ paragraph particulary inspirational!

"You were here for a purpose, there is no duplicate of you.You were here to meet the needs of others. Live life to the fullest if you ever meet any obstacles"

ILY;

Van/

OMG YESSSS FINALLY MY BALLET EXAM IS OVERRRRRRRR. shit, now my back is damn PAINN):
K, I'm so proud of myself! I didnt make any mistakes unlike last year. Maybe only for a few counts! Hope I get good results.
Tmr i got Amath CA2. shitxx, gonna be tough!

K byezbyxx.

Every memory of looking out the back door

I have the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor

It's hard to say it, time to say it

Goodbye, goodbye...

LOVE,
VAN

I'VE GOT COOOOL TEETH! ORANGE AND GREEN!


Sometimes its so hard to open up to you..
Maybe perhaps we both need some time.(relax bestiesz i'm not talking about you)
You seem to change alot from the previous years. Some people perceived you as nice while others dont really seem to agree with it. Ohh well..
GTG NOW!

SEE YOU SOON;

Van

EARTH HOUR!
It was FUN. I HAD almost a hour of darkness!

Oh well in general, for the month of march is the period of lent. But it didnt seems to be any special for me.. It was just an ordinary month..
Next, APRIL is slowly crawling up and it will be soon my ballet exam, SYF and lastly EMDD(evening of music dance and drama). SEE HOW PACKED APRIL IS? ):

Next thurs: Emath CA2.
NEXT following thurs: Amath CA2
I just hope that lady luck will be with me for these 2 weeks.

OH YES YES YES! BMW! 30 march to 1 April.. AHHA. 3 wonderful days of FUN? no lessons.

Life will just go on no matter what happens. You cant just stay stagnant at where you are right now. Dont let these obstacles come into your way,dear friend. We may not be the REALLY BEST friends you are looking for but you are still one of us. Dont be left out! :) You'll just need some time to think through it and you'll be fine.. LIFE WILL GO ON!

Motto: "It All Comes Down To Who's By Your Side" (Nicholas Sparks)

Results was revealed, mediocre though..

Had quite a number of hw. SO YEAH, 1 WORD: Sianxxx!

For Bio, heard that Mr A. might be teaching US. coolcoolcool! :)

HOPE THE OTHER RESULTS FOR CA are fineeee!

OH MY.

Oh well, gtg----HW= time needed!

I'll catch you soon;

Van/

It Could Be A Never Ending Love;

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,

Watch you smile while you are sleeping,

While you are far away and dreaming,

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,

I could stay lost in this moment forever,
Where a moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,

I particularly love the play we watched today at the National Museum.(The Story Of A Rabbit)

To me i think its kinda SAD? Oh well I dont know. BUT IS NICE THOUGHT ITS ABIT ABSTRACT? up to you to interpret..

Neon green hair, 15cm shorts, eyeliner, slit cut trench= to what??

SHITXZXZ abit too obvious ah. BUT OH MY its damn gross. Go ask Deonn. HAHHA/ I almost freak out when i saw. IS DISGUSTING LA. I was like emoting the disgusting face there. Hope no one saw. I think only you la, deonn. ): DANGGG.

That was the most disgusting sight i've ever encountered! WALAO!

Deonn: ketcup makes you high

Me:(replying now) NOPE I DONT THINK SO.. IM ALWAYS LAUGHING EVERYDAY.... so it does not apply to me:)

ANYWAYS, FINALLY THERE'S NEW PICTURES TO UPLOAD ON FRIENDSTER. (Must be grateful for today's excursion man!) If not got no new pics= SIANXZZ!

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Appearance have been misused

Fashion have been misused

Language have also been misused.....

It all boils down to misinterpretation i guess..

I DONT GET IT. In some way or another, i still dont understand some peers around me.. From Western to Kawaii. <<>

Staring right in front of my laptop for long hours is kinda painful now. Not use to it..

So i'll shall end HERE..

It all comes back;

Van/

OK I JUST REALISED THAT THIS BLOG IS SUPER DEAD.
DEONNNNNNNNNN! You say i never blog.
So now i blogging. SEE HOW COOL IS THAT!!!
K, today school celebrated total defence day.
Missed english! GREAT!

CAs---next week>>>>> STRESS. DANG!
1st time sitting for sec 3 exam, kinda weirddd.
K, gtg BYYYYYYE folks!

Love

VAN