As Promised..

-On that day, my DSLR was running on a really low battery. Bad day. I had to choose what was worth taking. Wah damn difficult. LIKE you got a cam but you cant anyhow snap. See the frustration. Blame myself for not bringing another batt pack. THIS WILL NOT REPEAT:)

YAY THEN THEY HAD THIS HERSHEY'S CHOCOLATE WORLD. SO NICE. LOOK LIKE A MINI WILLY WONKA CHOCO FACTORY. I MEAN LIKE A MORE COMMERCIAL WAY. If you know what i mean. :) I WANT TO GRAB EVERYTHING OFF THE SHELVES!! HEHEHE.

AH YA. Go there personally to get what i am talking about. JUST STAND OUTSIDE IT IS MORE THAN ENOUGH. It just feel as though you were in another part of the world.

I'll catch you soon dear friends(L)

Dear Life;

Just came back from dance practice for TJC's concert. I'm so tired. :( So much so fragile as a thinnest broken glass. All my friday's would have to be "happily" spent dancing. You know what i've got 15 more mins to say what i want before i run for my next class!!

I WANT TO GET MY CAs BACKKKK. NOWWW!! I want to see how i did!! GUESS WHAT I'VE ALREADY PLANNED OUT WHAT MY LIFE IS GOING TO BE IN THE NEXT 2-3 YEARS TIME. :) DAMN COOL AND WELL ORGANISED..

2010:
-Catch "Dear John", "Alice In Wonderland", "Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief", Valentine's Day"(if it's still screening, i know i very late+backdated+loser) etc etc.. asap. (Next few weeks)
------------THAT'S FOR NOW-----------

2011-2012:
-Go clubbing!! YES. Drink!! :)
-Learn to drive. I make sure i pass the very first time:)
-Get into a nice poly which has "Dancesport". (Y)

HAHAHA see my life so wild one. I'VE PLANNED IT IN A WAY LIKE SO FUN & EASY..(If only what i'm facing now was this) K WHAT'S YOURS, my friend??:)

I'VE GOT ONLY 1 SENTENCE FOR THIS WHOLE WEEK: "IMSOTIREDBEINGASTUDENT".

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Next thing, i'll feed you more information on how my sat last week was so called well spent:)

-I WENT TO RESORTS WORLD-(SADLY ONLY OUTSIDE OF IT BUT STILL SOMETHING)

I WANT TO CAMP THERE FOR 365 DAYS!!:)

I'll Be Back Later!!
V. :)

"If I Were Invincible"

Dear Friends:

As we walk our path of life,

We meet people everyday.

Most are simply met by chance.

But, some are sent our way.

These become special friends

Whose bond we can't explain;

The ones who understand us

And share our joy and pain.

When Jealousy take over,

it complicates things,

This happens occasionally but

Their love contains no boundaries.

So, even we are apart.

Their presence enhances us

With a warmth felt in the heart.

This love becomes a passageway,

When even the miles disappear.

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A Different Perception:

Creeping through this world
One day at a time,
With love in my heart
That nobody seems to find,

Standing up proud of who I am
Not worrying about those who dont see me,
Eyes that are blinded with false hopes
Dont deserve the love that I see,

Patience is a virtue that I have heard
Said by those willing to wait,
While waiting sets up for failure
Hope is whats on my plate,

I have made wrong choices
And learn from the mistake
When true love knocks on your door,
Its not a choice you make..

Lastly, CAs I L O V E Y O U. O H I R E A L L Y D O/ W A I T & S E E!!

I'll catch you soon;

Vthn.

"High & Dry"

-CNY this year was plain holiday for me.

-First day felt bored, no one was there to entertain me. :(

-Deonn thanks for those smses to keep me alive. At least i can keep my fingers on the go/

-Spent the 2nd day at Henderson Waves. Splendid. (Y)!!

-I like to be different.

-I wonder what 3rd day might be..

-Waiting for a text msg to reply to/

-My throat very pain.

---Conclusion: I ate alot of junk food=high calories!!:( I did no workout=feeling really guilty!!:(---

-Overcoming those major hiccups im having now.
-Manhattan Fish Market serves nice food. (I wouldnt mind dinning there everyday)
-I want to go to Universal Studio. (It looks like a dream place for all)
-I think i use my lap top too far away. (1st difference)
-I like to keep myself occupied. (2nd difference)
-I can drink the whole 1.5 litres of Green Tea down in a day. (3rd difference)
>>> I know deonn can do it too!! :) HAHA.
-I collected lesser red packet this year compared to all the previous years.

THEREFORE, for all these are you feeling sorry for me??
-This year CNY was ruined by the CAs.
-I've been keeping late nights. (I should stop now)

K thanks for listening to my rambles. I appreciate your time. THANKYOUVERYMUCH.
You should go study now!!

I'll catch you soon;
Vanessa

"You're The Hard Candy With The Surprise Centre"

-CNY celebration today at school with kids from holy fam kindergarten.

- This little boy named "Liam' is hot. He's going to be an eye-candy when he grows older.

-Those Long and Straight hair little girls. They are just the princesses.

-Lastly, i'm such a pedophile. I prey on young kidsssszz//

After school, went home, came out met chanel and shirleen. Went to town. I finally got my shoes. :) :) :) :) :) LIKE AFTER MANY FAILED OUTINGS AND TODAY I MADE HISTORY!! Far East is exceptionally crowded today. Human traffic everywhere!! MAJOR ONES NOT MINORS. Worst part: Bengs and lians seen together everywhere.(best if it's always that kinda combination) BUTTT... sadly not. Sigh// I SHALL NOT GO ANY FURTHER. :

I left at 6-ish. Chanel & Shirleen went to Haji after that. We are contented people today. Shirleen i salute you man!! You spent like 60+++ dollars in like what?? less that an hour. HAHAH. My legs so pain after those long and dreary walk. :( :( :( :( :(

So VDAY is the same day as CNY. How's that??
I'm proud to announce: IMSPENDINGVDAYSINGLETHISYEAR. :) HAHA. COOL RIGHT??!!

HEHEHHE/ Eh Eh Eh. Along orchard road there was this small set up of booth with a microphone PLUS some radio stars(Flying Dutchman etc) standing around with orange shirt. The question was: "If Today Was Your Last Day, Who Would You Say I Love You To?" The booth was empty and no one dared to walk up and speak right into the mic. I guess it would go on air like prolly tonight/Vday?? Not sure. But the point is.. Sporeans are just too shy and filled with so much inhibition. Approximatlely hundreds of couples past you when you are walking along orchard road but only how many of them are that daring. HAHAH, guess what?? Perhaps for every 100 only like 1-3 of them are that daring. :) K so you see the picture now. It'd be the sweetest thing on earth even if your friend said that to you on air. Awwww!! ^^V. HAHA.

January just disappeared without me realising the importance of it. February had just taken its place for the first 2 weeks. With so much distractions around you, you wouldnt realise the importance of time. Now, after the "nice" long break i have, i find myself unwillingly sitting for another test. The CA1s////////Though it may not look as intimidating as the major exam we are taking end of the year, but i still feel the tightness in my brain.

It Always Come Right Back To Me;
~V~

"Eagle Eye"

-I've got 2 fat blisters on my toes/ball of my feet.

-"Dancers dont have nice feet". (I agree)

-You have to be thick skin to be able to improve.

-Memory counts.

After another gruelling week of school. I bit through it, and yes it's friday again. This week is a little different. I was being fed with more gossips ANDDD it revealed the other side of a person.

You have to have great looks to be a successful bitch. Hey mind you!! I'm talking about the one who has intelligence huh. You only have 1 teenage life to live, why be such a 2-faced person. Call yourself that before calling others. You put on a sweet, demure facade but deep down you are not that kinda person, why even bother to ACT. I have no issues or whatsoever about "copying". Do you think that everyone of us are born original?? I'm proud to announce NO. If you think so, you are living in another part of the world. Perhaps you were just born today. You bitch about ppl in your own class and pretended to like them. Why do you have to be so hypocritical?! Purpose?? BTW.. charmaine thanks for the update. :) HEH!!
You tried to be nice for a moment in dance just to gain that new circle of friends and you look down on them when they cannot perform properly. I guess you fumbled over steps when you were in sec 1. I gladly admit that i was like that too once.. I was just so glad that you werent the head. Just so you know, sometimes you just supersede the head without realising it. It is time to know where your boundaries are and not just merely be on this planet to bitch all day long//

You are a smart kid, so it would be definitely senseless for me to tell you where is the level of intensity is. And my friend, that pal of yours is equally bad. Or perhaps even worse than you.. I guess She didnt even know her own gender well enough before getting into a r'ship of the same gender. I wonder, what is this world coming to??

All of us have a mission in life to accomplish. And if you choose this path way to walk, you are just going to regret it. You wished that you wouldnt have done those stupid things in your teenage life.

PS: I'M JUST SO SAD THAT I HAVE TO END MY POST WITH SUCH AWFUL REMARKS/

i'll catch you soon;
VANESSA~

"Your Dream Still Exists"

So it's Friday again. Yesss, i'm posting again. Heh, see i kept to my promise. :)
So well Mon-Wed was equally mundane as ever. Like those lessons everyday. ROUTINE. Haizz..

Thurs & Fri Hardcore work-out. I need to beat that 8 min plus plus timing for 1.5km. Like perhaps 30 secs faster:) HEHEH.

Thursday: Start of cca for the newbies:) They look so small and some of them look as young as a kindergarten kid!! HAHHA. I mean like seriously. Not kidding. They were fine. Except i think i was much bigger when i was in sec 1 back then. Perhaps 5 times bigger. YES.

Friday: Had dance audition today for TJC's concert. We are guesting their concert on the 17th April at Republic Poly. It has been ages since i last learnt such a challenging routine like today. Oh my, i was completely exhausted after everything!! WATER TASTE SO NICE WHEN YOU ARE DAMN THIRSTY. I JUST CANT FIGURE THAT FACT OUT. Hmm.. Tonight i'm sure i'll have my calves all bunched up and cramping away. Sighh//

Finally, itunes is being a bitch now. It is not being friendly to Mr IPhone. I feel damn annoyed now. So if i happen to talk annoying-ly at you, not my fault ah. Blame it on the technology nowadays. ADAM!! CAN YOU PLS TELL ME WHEN ARE YOU COMING DOWN TO SPORE?! MARCH WHEN???? I WANT TO GO K!! :) REALLY REALLY!! Oh well, I heard that Kris Allen is coming down too. But he's performing in some pub which only admits people who is over 18years of age. So.. Not too fantastic after all/

Tuition HW sucks Big Time!! Uhh. Toopid!! :/

Predestined;
VANESSA/

"Jekyll & Hyde"

I dont care if Monday's blue

Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too;
Thursday i dont care about you;
It's Friday i'm in Love.. (The Cure)

I'm planning to dedicate a post once a week to like summarise how's my week so far.
So this shall be the first. :)
Well as much as everyone is dragged out of bed facing those atrocious days ahead of them, i'm not facing any much nicer either. So we are equal on this ground. To kick start this week, the graduating classes had to attend this "mini" retreat(2 days) at the novena church(pastoral centre) centring mainly on spirituality, family, friendship, sexuality. I definitely had a good and nice laugh. Wed was just like a usual Wed=nothing special. Oh thurs shall be my enemy from now on. PE + dance=drop-dead-exhausted-pathetic-creature-living-on-planet. Had a really intense workout-1.5km run. Dance was just mainly eating up whatever remnant of energy i have had stored in my body. I got home thinking that i felt alright but the next day my body just wouldnt let me relax. Muscles started aching and contracting-especially my abdomen, thighs, arms, NECKKK. The moment i STARTED laughing, the 4 of them always had their chance to gang up against me. Well what do i do?? Practically Nothing. I will just be immune to the pain then after.

Friday: dance audition for the sec 1s. Out of 60, only 19 got in. Yesss that little. Haizzz. As usual ballet at night. Back, and here rambling on and on. \

Sometimes I always wondered, what will happen to all of us after our last year of education??
She say JC, you say Poly, they say JC, I say Poly. Well i constantly have to remind myself where i want to go after those majors and that is what keeps me focus or mayb a little more into school work. With those constant distractions like concerts!! (ftw!!) *I HEARD ADAM LAMBERT IS COMING TO SPORE SOMETIME THIS YEAR* HAHAH!! I think you saw that. Not a secret anymore. If that was true, IM GOING!! YESSS~

Alright, back to serious stuff!! See this is what i meant. D I S T R A C T I O N S/ Okayy, i shall start some long grandma story again:)

Perhaps we all know that men are not created equal in the sense some people would have us believe-some people are wiser than others, some people have more opportunity than others because they're born with it, some men make more money than others-some people are born gifted beyond the normal scope of most man. Please say that you are agreeing with me on this whole huge statement. :) YES K YOU DO:) HAHAHHA!!

I bet you that all of you are wondering why i named this post "Jekyll and Hyde". Well for a purpose. Everything happens for a purpose and that's what i strongly stick to. Basically, i believe every single one of us will meet somebody who has this "Jekyll ad Hyde" personality. It means that a person who shows good and evil personalities. You can defend that you do not exhibit this kind of character, but subconsciously you are just unaware of it.

SOOOOO.. All this is just sufficient for you to know what this girl named "Vanessa" has been doing for this whole week.

All Lies With Me;
VVVVV#

"I Could Spend My Life In This Sweet Surrender"

Had this Financial workshop today. HHAHA. Lasted till 430. Thought it was going to be dreary.. But HEY!! IT WAS LIKE ENTERTAINING:) LEARNT HOW TO MANAGE MONEY, EXPENDITURE, HOW TO WRITE A PROPER CHEQUE(joke) anddd we played with STOCKS!! AHAHHA, It was awesomely fun. Like buy low sell high. Adrenalin rush whenever we buy like 1lot of stock and knowing whether it is going to increase/decrease or worse bankrupt!! HAHA. Oh well made quite a fair bit of money!! (1.231 Million)---- if it was real life, me and atika would like quit school. HAHAh kidding!! LOVE TODAY!! YAY!!

Tmr-------------The dining etiquette course. Quite excited for it. :) TRIPLE YAY!!
Today is Green Day Concert. I wanna go for The Killers!! SOLD OUT. WHAT A SUCCESSFUL SHOW HUH!! HAIZZZ..

Dearest Joyce,

Thanks for being there when i needed you the most. Especially today:) The trust you have in me is something indescribable- sharing something very personal with me. Though you are a little different from others due to your quiet personality, you have a special quality that anybody would want for a friend. From the day i knew you, i strongly have this feeling that our friendship would go a long way. :) AND YES, you have proved that to me.. You have been a great friend to me for a close 4 years. But wait, i knew you way long before that. It was when we were in primary school. HAHAH. At that time you were just too good to be true and i was like labelled by the teacher the so called "naughty group". So yes we were of different worlds at that time. It was fate that brought us together as friends and it was never too late to discover that i have a wonderful friend like you. :)

PS:/ i hope you get to read this!! \

I'll catch you soon;
VANESSA

"A Silent Thunder"

Back for more news. :) I've survived after a week of school. So now facing the second week. Packed and busy schedule, just as i expected. We end at 2.15 almost everyday. To make it more torturous, we have 5 periods of Amath on friday. (2.5 hours) ---Non-Stop--- As far as i know, through out my years of schooling, Friday is said to be the "relaxation day". Like the least books to bring and not so important subjects and all. Amath just gladly reserved its place on friday. WHAT A SPOILER!! So anyways, managed to cope with it. My bet, it's thurs!! AH HAHA!! You know what?! For the first time, i clearly understood Mrs L. explanation. Like it never happened in my whole life before. Except during sec 3, she explained matrices(Amath). I heavily relied on tuition. So that's how i managed to get away with all the doubts:)

Had CCA fair on saturday. Performed and had to lured sec 1s to join DANCE. HAHAH. Hope to keep the numbers on the rise!! With each passing day at school, I always have this mindset that we are nearing "O"s. Like A day nearer each time it goes.. Just a few months time, i will experience the deafening moment-same day, place, perhaps time. All i can target is: Poly you are my choice. :) Just that. So just that for academic/

Thurs&Fri- "Into the World"=course on some etiquette dining and mannerism. Our school really pays emphasis on this kinda things. Like which school does that?!! Perhaps Raffles and all those branded schools. While i find that kinda interesting, the school finds it more interesting to give us more trouble by asking all of us to wear either casual/formal/business wear. I was speechless upon hearing this. LIKEEEE.. okay i understand it is held in a hotel and all. Butttt like.. AH, forget it. K wait, that is like a small issue the big one is____________ they suggest us to wear make up. Ok, it might be a joy to you/whoever reading this. But certainly not to me. I'm not into cosmetics:) Like performance is obv acceptable, but we are attending a course eh. Must it be so grand and all?! Haizzzzz.. That pair of Rubi's shoes FTW!! It's just drop dead silence gorgeous, also on sale plzz!! HAHAH. Perfect match for what i'm going to wear on friday. HEHEHE. Lets see how am i going to work those stiletto heels. They need a good owner to know how to work in them or else you will just earn yourself a bump on your face/(Not saying that i am a professional in that)

Joyce: Eh most Kc girls quite pretty right??
Me: Uh, depends la. Not all.
Joyce: No i mean like mostly is quite passable one..
Me: Er No. HAHA.

Ps: just a rough outline of the convo.

HAHAHHA, I was like laughing all the way when joyce said that. Like no offence plzz. How can the whole school be filled with pretty/ stunning girls. AHHA, she and her definition of "pretty". Biggest joke of all. Even i am not classified as 1 of them. :) Proud to announce that. Im joining the "Ugly group" HAHAH. k, jkjk!! HAHA. Cause i believe beauty dont earn you anywhere besides getting a gazillion of guys lining up for you. That dont work for me. YAY FOR THOSE VESSELS HIDDEN UNDER YOUR SKULL. THEY are the ones that are living proof of what beauty is all about:)

A piece of trivia for you: I LIKE TO MAKE PPL REALISE THAT WHAT THEY ARE AIMING FOR IS ACTUALLY NOT THE PRIORITY OF THEIR LIFE. I LIKE(x infinity)!!

Babes, I'll catch you soon;
VANESSA/

"Innuendo"

Saturday-Flea Titan IV with besties~ YAY I BOUGHT WHAT I WANTED. :) Saw many familiar faces:) It was LIKE HOT SAUNA INSIDE. HOT!! Had dinner at Marina-Carls.

Guess what?? Sch is tmr. Hw just done at this very moment. Phewww/

WAIT THERE IS A LOT OF TESTS GOING ON AFTER SCH REOPENS. :(

SCH SCH SCH SCH AND SCHOOL. HAIZZ//

PS: Thanks for always being able to make it for like all the outings. You have been great. This is something very rare in friends. You are just the rare one, perhaps out of a thousand:) That's something I'll treasure. <3

I'll catch you soon;

VANESSA/

"2010 You Have Made Your Way Here"

Bet your new year's eve had been great with all the countdown parties, concerts, mingling with friends etc. Mine was eventful!! Went for "Party On Singapore-HOOBASTANK". AH HA!! It was absolute crazy. It was not a full house event though. But it was still alright:) Douglas Robb being the front man led the crowd to hysteria/ HAHA. Guessing the event was "West Grand Boulevard" and "Monochrome".

When it was close to midnight, balloons and confettis came bursting out of the air accompanied by a "mini fireworks". YAY, SO THAT'S HOW YEAR 2009 ENDED WITH SUCH A BLASTOFF CLOSURE. The best part of the night was that i did not receive any single sms. SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT. BUT HOWEVER, the problem was that the line was jammed up with people sms-ing at Midnight and after(non-stop). So restarted my phone, and all smses came bombarded at me. Like the alarm kept on repeating, quite annoyed by it. :( HAHA. BUT YAY!!

Back at like close to 2am. Crashed to bed, completely zonked out with the ringing sound in my ears. The music was totally loud. AS LOUD AS YOUR HEART WAS TO POP OUT?? yeah that serious. :) K so,hmm..

HAVE A BLESSED AND EVENTFUL 2010/ You have my utmost wishes^^V!!

A Night To Remember;

VANESSA#

"Life Would Be A Party, It'd Be Ecstasy"

Out to Marina first then to Clarke Quay then to shirleen's house~ Less buying more heart to heart talk. <3!!>

Now you can count the number of days when school is reopening with just your hands. Before that it was like uncountable/ I'm not done with chem TASK 2 and some scrap work.. Well task 1 is on its way. :) I'm rushing like some mad dog and i've never done this in my whole entire life before. You can say it is the first time. (Not proud of it)

Mainly, Hoobastank concert tmr and flea titan are the ones that are preventing me from thinking that school is near and those awful workload will just start all over again. Coming all back to square one/ HAIIII..

Plussss, i havent made any 2010 resolutions yettt!!
Hmm let's see..
1) I need some sparkling fairy dust for my sciences/
2) Top Both Math!! WHOOHOO!! (like both together and not either one)
3) More down to earth?? Not sure about that. Leave it first. :)

Once school reopens, there are just too many activities to be bothered.

HOOBASTANK TMR!! COUNTING DOWN TO 1 JAN 2010!! YAY~

Certain things are not worth waiting//

I'll catch you soon;
VANESSA/

"You're Just Al dente"

LOVE my day today. Went to watch "Reverie Cirque On Ice" with Shirleen & Joey. I LOVE THOSE ICE SKATERS AND ACROBATS. They make skating so effortless and you just want to jump into the skating ring and just let them drag you around~ YAY!!

I'm exhausted, so pics will do:)

I GOT MY COOL DSLR CAM!! WHOOHOO LIKE AFTER HOW MANY GAZILLION YEARS BABY!! Midnight strikes; Another day awaits you~

I'll catch you soon;

VANESSA/

"Ever So Mundane"

So CHRISTMAS EVE WAS YTD AND TODAY IS THE REAL ACTUAL DAY. AHHA. K thanks for those xmas wishes. :) YAY~ Somehow it doesnt feel like a festive season. To me it's just like a normal day?? Heh. IDONTKNOWLA. Mayb it's just me/

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO WHOEVER IS READING THIS!!

WELL WHO IS INTERESTED IN WATCHING "REVERIE CIRQUE ON ICE"?? Oh wait first you have to be free on 27th dec(SUN) at 330pm at Spore Indoor Stadium:) I only got 1 pathetic ticket left. Me Shirleen & Joey are going. 1 more left/ IT'S FREE K by me la!!

I've been facing much of an adversity this christmas.
IHATEFAVOURTISM. WHY MUST SOMEBODY FAVOUR ANOTHER PERSON MORE?? THE OTHER PARTY DESERVE THE BEST TOO. TO HELL with those old tradition. It just plainly annoys me. All those character problems have to corrected~ So that shall be your resolution for 2010, dear lady!!
I slept at like what?? 3++ am. Not going to say here. HAHA, so embarrassing. Shh, secretz.

PS: XMAS DOESNT FEEL LIKE XMAS. /

Engraved;
V/

"Now Or Never"

Alright. Ytd went to shirleen's house with Atika&Joyce. Managed to complete MY AMATH HOLIDAY HW. LIKE AFTER HOW MANY YEARS HUH. IT'S TAKING ME FOREVER, SINCE THE START OF THE HOLIDAYS. Pheww, Glad that it's OVER// :) We took like 129 pics ytd. How Wonderful.

Atika: Eh i think today was very unproductive. (OBV LA!! YOU KEPT LOGGING IN AND OUT OF FB AND CHECKING OUT WHOSE PRETTY AND WHOSE NOT?? CHECKING OUT THOSE NICE BLOGSHOPS.) HAIZZ, ATIKA ATIKA. Tsk tsk tsk. HAHAH!!

Oh well today I'm going Marina to catch "New Moon" later on. HAHA, I always catch movie like when it's almost not popular anymore. That's when you dont have to struggle with the crowd:)

Oh boy!! I want to go for Flea Titans IV on 2nd Jan!! k, i shall GOOO. LIKE REALLY GO:)

I'll leave you with this my dear folks;

"Nothing is permanent in this wicked world - not even our troubles"

I'll catch you soon;

VANESSA