"Ghosts Of Girlfriend's Past"

It was quite an alright show except for alot of intimate scenes which is too adult already. HAHA. I was freezing like an ice cube in the cinema. SO bloody COLD!

AMK hub is actually quite an average place just that it is being stigmatised as an Ah lian and Ah beng hangout. So yeah.Ate at Pepper lunch like (AGAIN).

After that headed to Shirleen's house as usual. HAH. Took like quite alot of pictures with Shirleen's camera. ALL THE HARDCORE; CRAZY expressions and actions. HAH. So overwhelming!EVERYBODY GOT THEIR OWN CANDID AND UNGLAM PICTURE. Quite Retarded.

Can you actually believe that today is the last damn day of the JUNE holidays??!!! HOW awfully sad! Like cannot go out anymore): The rest of the months shall be spent well on books.. THISISNOTFUNNN!!

Oh yes! Yesterday's episode of "The Ultimatum"--(9pm) show used my phrase as part of their script.

"Yesterday's a history, tomorrow's a mystery it is a gift of love".(last 6 words i not too sure)

COOLzz eh. Hahah. Ok ok. Owweelll.. now what?

Tragic News: Michael Jackson passed away on the 25th of june.

It certainly came too sudden. But yeah.. Sigh*

Though his features are mostly plastic but his musics are THUMBS up***!!!

And I MEAN IT.. :)

MORE PICTURES ARE ON FACEBOOK..

I'll catch you soon(I hope so);

VAN/

Awesome!(Y)

My eyeballs are bursting soon!

See you!

I(L)YOU;

VAN/

You've proved me wrong..

OHH WELL

I hope i didnt make a bad choice,

it somehow seem kinda fast. IDK.

I say pls AGAIN: dont rush!

240609----love knockdown

26th June: Outing with Joyce and Shirleen to AMK hub to catch Ghosts Of Girlfriend's Past.(Y)!

Need to enjoy that last pathetic day of my holiday!

We just need another 100 more ppl to get H1N1 in a day and the school will have to extend our holidays. HAHAH. Oie, abit mean here. K, fine.

(L),

VAN/

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Yesterday's a history; tomorrow's a mystery~

Nothing really much actually happened.

I just know that i woke up the latest today. (915am). COOLzz sia.

Did Amath tuition homework. I SHALL TAKE BACK MY WORD.>>> (BINOMIAL IS FUN)

Is not as fun as i expected. IS LIKE I CAN DIE. I got 4 bloody question to do then all i like HUH?!!!!! I think i got brain degeneration. I learn in class then forget. DO HALF-WAY STUCKKKEEDDD..

I think Emath Trigonometry is much BETTER (This is for real). Is like all the sin, cos, tan. HAHHA. :) A little better..

Wed: Outing to (I dont know where) to watch movie with celestine, joyce and shirleen. PLS HAVE ANOTHER EXTENDED WEEK OF HOLIDAY, ipray!

PLUS, must we really watch Transformers 2? NO OFFENCE, but i dont really want.): OTHERS?

WHY WHY is this week so monotonous, lethargic and lifeless?! LIKE SO sian like that.. ):

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As such, You still didnt managed to prove me wrong. Mayb that is your character.

Next Generation;

VAN/

>>> Hair Gains FREEDOM- no more extension.

"Homework-ing at the library=pictures and laughter"

Went MP library with Shirleen. I think is mostly i copy her hw one la. HAHHA she just disturbs me with her feet. Ate meatball spaghetti for lunch-- FILLING!

Headed to her house after that. WE WERE SUPPOSED TO FINISH UP OUR LAST PIECE OF CHINESE HW. THEN WE KEEP PROCRASTINATING until we both decided that we shall copy from people when school reopens. HAHA. WHAT a loser! CAMERAs/PHONEs were the major distraction. SO YEAH.

The CLIMAX:

Spent almost an hour helping each other to take out extensions. I couldnt help but laugh when shirleen holds the pliers. She and her panicky face--"EH why still cannot come out?"

HAH joke! IF you ask whether our own hair came out? The answer is OF COURSE. Pain like shit!

To You: YEAH LA shirleen lim! THE PRO-er! Can go collecting money for helping people take out extensions:) AHHAHA!

PS: I did tried to put on my best behaviour when i'm at her house.(ATTEMPTS mostly FAILED). How can me this type of people dont laugh and make noise? HAHA..Afraid to get scolding. HAHA jkjk!It will spoil my reputation as a friend. HAHA.

YAY~ most hw completed. *contented* (smiles)

You came too quickly like a wind; touch and go

You blow your hot and cold.

Affectionate at times; aloof at some occasions.

I dont feel security within

1 word: "Puzzled"

YES/NO. (uncertainty)

If the answer was a YES would there be any difference?

Elaborate then..

Actually the answer lies deep within you. Search/

It could be at its PEAK when it started out to be passionate

Broken and no room for communication(in the later days/months to come)

*Speechless*

If You Think That It Is A Game, You've Got It All Wrong

• FUN vs Real and True feelings?-- I bet you it was for fun.

"Rather to be admired than discarded" AGREE?

When Love could be the greatest heartache;

(L)Vanessa

Sunday:
"DURIAN Heart Attack"
My grandmother bought like 3 whole durians.(I think cheap that's why) THEN I EAT UNTIL CAN VOMIT.
i ate like 7-9 SEEDS in total. So like equivalent to 1 whole durian? I tell you CAN DIEEEEEEEEE one!



TODAY:
Went to cineleisure with shirleen, joyce and bear>> (prankster) to watch "Dance Subaru". So inspirational! HAHAH. The lead actress is super Pretty and sweet! Whatever adjectives you name it she has it! In the show she is call "Subaru" hence the movie title.

The bear ah got alot mood play hide and seek. First hide in the toilet then keep flushing the toilet bowl. Next ask ppl go find him, then we these clueless ppl dont know that he actually went to the Hot Dog Cafe. WOW!

In the movie he keep imitating whatever the actor/actress say. THEN LIKE I CANNOT CONCENTRATE. Aye.. After the movie he vanished. So we went to lido to look for joyce's crocs then far east then hereen then FINALLY pp. MY SHOES. YAY~

DURING THE BUS RIDE TO PP got this BASTARD(Wait must call him man first) at first was okay then suddenly he take out his phone from his pocket then say "Fuck your backside" so many times.(to the person on the phone) Then like OMG. Some more he say "i send you video of dogs fucking each other then you know."
WTHHH?! Is he mentally challenged?! If he is then i shall close 1 eye. LIKE he think he very cool like that want to F here F there. AIYO. My ears became sore from that bus ride onwards! SICKKKKKK to the core!

This whole week is gonna be dreary. Nothing is planned. So no outing? Sigh..

PS: FACEBOOK IS KILLING ME AT THE MOMENT. ):

I felt accomplished! I KILLED A SMALL COCKROACH! that took alot of courage. :) AH HA~

2 WEEKS of the holidays have passed. What HAVE I DONE? JUST gallivanting? This year's GSS like very silent not the RAH-RAH type. The sales are like normal..

Economy is getting better.(Acc to the newspaper) Is this real or are the reporters just trying to make people out there have at least a glimmer of hope. I THINK IS BOTH.

PS: I WANT A HOMEWORK DAY TO BE PLANNED. SO THAT I CAN FINISH MY HW. BESTIESSS HOW ABOUT THURS?!(library) AH HA:)

HAPPY 175th POST!


oh well, THATS ALL for the day folks!

I'll catch you soon;

VAN/

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AS USUAL. LATE NIGHT CONVOs turned out to be these..

Nothing much for the weekends.
oh yes! MY BAGGGGGG. FINALLY FINALLY! I GOT IT. So it was meant for me. HAHAH/ YAY la!

Mon: Watching "Dance Subaru" at cineleisure with joyce, shirl and mayb bear. PLUS, looking for our shoes! HAH. (SHIRLEEN AND ME.)

My Homework are all calling out my name. I HATE HOLIDAY HW. It totally ruined the fun and joy of holidays. ):

AH. Thats all. THIS IS THE SHORTEST POST EVER!

I'll Be Back,

VAN(L)

"Night At The Museum 2"

Rating: Above Average! GO catch it. I laughed all the way?

Watched with Shirleen,Wl, Chanel and me at plaza sing.(Mentioned it in the previous post) YEAH ATE LATE LUNCH..

Outing was mediocre, weird, restricted and yeah. NO OFFENCE though.

HAHA that Cwl only help us do 1 pathetic Amath question-Some more only part (i). TSK.

WALKED AROUND AIMLESSLY. Heading nowhere. MY BAG WAS SOLD OUT?! Is like only 1 week and both colours are gone. HOW devastating!

OOHH WEELL. It was not meant for me i guessed.

I want to catch "Dance Subaru"!!! IS LIKE SO SWEET.

Okay, Monday it shall be! On!

"An-Outing-Which-Has-No-Pictures" WHAT DO YOU CALL IT?!

Maybe 1 or 2. And is LIKE AH YA.. IDK la ):

My legs are killing! Later got dance. "Thanks alot"?! It'll make it extra worst..

PS: THE 2 pathetic pictures are with SHIRLEEN. So yeah.

I don't care if Monday's blue

Tuesday's grey and Wednesday too

Thursday I don't care about you

It's Friday, I'm in love

Monday you can fall apart

Tuesday, Wednesday break my heart

Oh, Thursday doesn't even start

It's Friday I'm in love

Saturday, wait

And Sunday always comes too late

But Friday, never hesitate...

(The Cure)

Till Then;

VAN<3

"Matters Of The Heart"

5 good reasons why you shouldn't stay at home:

1) Sitting makes you fat
2)You'll rot to death

3) Get insane facing the 4 walls

4)Hook on the computer

5)EATING..

Being a good girl staying at home is something very hard to accomplish.

I SOMEHOW MADE IT!?!

There's only 1 thing that make staying at home fruitful is that you can finish your holiday homework. BUT I THINK I'LL GO MAD IF I CRAM EVERYTHING IN 1 DAY/ ALL THE ANSWERS confirm wrong one. HAHAHA.

So yeah.. Web-cammed with Shirleen. SHE AND HER SCREEN SHOTS. IT FANTASIES HER in a way..

So TOOK several shots and yeah. WAH is ugly to the core la. ICANNOT STANDIT. Every 5 pictures I'm ugly in 4 of them? SO EWW/

AH.. On a lighter note:

Plaza Sing with Shirleen, Chanel and CWL tmr. NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2! I KINDA SLOW AH/

I've been saving alot of money for god knows why. I FIND IT KINDA WEIRD ehxz. LIKE NOT ME LIKE THAT. :)

English:

I still need like 5 more articles can. (On economy downturn)

What a "nice" homework/ After finding them we still have to set comprehension questions on them and self-answer them. WTH, Brain-less or Out-of-mind?

Amath Tuiton ytd: BINOMIAL THEOREM IS FUN?!

I want to have a sleepover plus BBQ. I'm like a deprived teenager yearning for it..

PS: Adam Lambert finally confessed that he is officially GAY in the Rolling Stones Magazine. ADAMMMM why YOUUUU?!):

PICTURES ON THE WAYxzzzz..

Freedom(L);

VAN/

Sun Ray; Sun Tan;Sunlight; HEAT/

Sentosa Outing today! Weather was pretty fine. So I (L) it!

Sunlight is my new Best Friend! It comes in handy for taking pictures!

Joyce, Shirleen and me met Chanel at payar lebar station then headed off together for sentosa. Chanel was slightly nausea to start with but she stillllllll went ahead with us to sentosa. Reached there sat outside coffee bean, waited for Chanel to get orientated. SAW kym geh man!We went to 7-11 to get sour plums for Chanel to ease her stomach.

Waited at the beach station for the tram to palawan(sp?) beach then lay mat and started sun-tanning. PS: now my skin kinda red.. (only me and Chanel sun-tanned wait: plus Shirleen) Wanted to sit the luge and all that but ah ya in the end abandoned the idea.. ):

Lunch time: Ate at vivo- Food Republic. Then Chanel was so sickly.. Decided to go her house and yeah. She slept and we watched Boys Over Flowers for a while then played with her dog(Smoochies) SO ADORABLE can! Feel like squeezing the face:) We took Chanel's temperature and it turned out to be 38.7(FEVERRRRR) Then we "the nurses" run up and down to get towel and ice to make her fever subside.

PS: I DEFINITELY 150% CANNOT TOLERATE THE SUN if i were to run a fever. :) I dont how chanel can tolerate. LIKE SO STRONG! Oh well, hopes her fever subside and can make it for this coming friday's outing. :)

Wednesday and Thursday shall be cramming of homework. I GOT 2 LIT ESSAYS TO DO still. IWANTTODIEzzzzzz.

I'm full and I've got a stomach ache now. Is this a dejavu? I hope not/My skin is burning.. But i still (L) SunLIGHT!

Should i give you a chance?

I'm Contemplating..

(L) YOU;

VAN/

"Whatever you need

Whatever it takes,

I'll do anything

If I have to crawl

Get down on my knees

Whatever it takes,

I'll do anything"

Had class cip at Botanical gardens today. It was exhaustively fun. I'm drained physically. Those kids were really hyper. MUST CHASE AFTER THEM..

Botanical Gardens is a nice picnic place except for its moist grass. HAHA They were cute plus extra "irritating"? HAHA all bully me one. Put leaf on my head some more..

Tmr, sentosa with chanel, shirleen and joyce.

MORE DETAILS LATER....

life irony;

VAN

"Pop it, Lock it, Polka-dot it, Country-fy then hip hop it"

Went towning with Andrea, Jasmine and Shirleen.. Ate at pepper lunch(MY FAV) then headed to wisma for topshop, dorothy perkins, miss selfridge F21 etc.

Routine: Outing=Pictures. To me is like alot! They are all in Andrea's camera. So have to wait for her to upload on facebook..

Oh YES! The code of my post today was taken from the show "Hannah Montana THE MOVIE" ahhah, i thought the movie was like the childish type one. Looks like i'm wrong now. I give it 4 thumbs up! The songs kinda cool la. PLUS: the guy in the show is definitely HOT!

Far East:
I think it was the most "interesting" place of the day. ONLY FOR TODAY.
I was like looking at all the coloured extensions outside the salons that we passed by then me and jasmine started to look at each other. (thinking of having 1 OR 2 coloured streaks)

Temptation got the better of us and YEAH we got it. Not only both of us but andrea and shirleen toooo. HAHA. k. NOW we have dark metallic blue extensions on our head. I feel damn naughty after that. HAHA. Like only all the ah lians and that kinda people go for this type of stuffs SIA. So yeah. NO OFFENCE. (I learnt something interesting today, i know how to put the word "sia" in a sentence) It took me quite long. HAHA, abit lame ehhh.

Didnt really made impulsive buys. THANK LORD!
If i keep up this good habit, I'M SURE TO BE THE MOST THRIFTY GIRL!

PS: ANDREA, PICTURES!:) They are at your hands. TAG ME THANKS!

<3s;

VAN/

"You Have To Have Great Looks To Be a PERFECT bitch"

Yesterday out cycling with BESTIESZX. BODY IS ACHING NOW. My waist exceptionally pain(due to dance)
Later dance at 230-5. Then have to rush for Amath tuition.

A piece of advice: Love has just took its best toll on you
Dont let LOVE hurt you even more.

We didnt ignored you but we just aint the friends you looking for. As time goes by, you may find that you will get along with different types of people. If you could say that you are showing another persona to some people what about us? We do not know if it is the same treatment.

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,

And think of you

Caught up in circles confusion

Is nothing new

Flashback warm nights

Almost left behind

Suitcases of memories,

Time after Time

Sometimes you picture me

Im walking too far ahead

Youre calling to me,

I cant hear

What youve said

Then you say go slow

I fall behind

The second hand unwinds

If youre lost you can look and you will find me

Time after time

If you fall I will catch you

Ill be waiting

Time after time

If youre lost you can look and you will find me

Time after time

If you fall I will catch you

Ill be waiting

Time after time

After my picture fades and darkness has

Turned to gray

Watching through windows youre wondering

If Im ok Secrets stolen from deep inside

The drum beats out of time

If youre lost you can look and you will find me

Time after time

If you fall I will catch you

Ill be waiting

Time after time

You said go slow

I fall behind

The second hand unwinds

If youre lost you can look and you will find me

Time after time

If you fall I will catch you

Ill be waiting

Time after time

If youre lost you can look and you will find me

Time after time

If you fall I will catch you

Ill be waiting Time after time

Time after time

Time after time

Time after time

(Time After Time by Cyndi Lauper)

(L),

VAN/

I believe in Karma.
What goes around comes around..

There is something wrong with 2009.
Economy downturn, Friendship, Results etc/
If something was meant to be it would be, no use harboring over whats broken.

If something could be fixed it would have been salvaged long ago. Not everything can be solved by shaking hands, smiling and giving each other a BIG hug. It is just superficial..

Sometimes it is hard to know whether you've made peace with that person ... I'VE COMMITED A MISTAKE IN THIS WHOLE LIFE. sdneirf.
WTH is the whole world coming to? I think everybody has his/her strengths and weaknesses. I know I'm direct. I THINK DIRECT BEATS BEATING ABOUT THE BUSH..
Hypocrites are professionals in beating about the bush as they are afraid to offend people, but did you know that the truth hurts at the moment in time, but you'll be thankful for that in the later years to come.

I'm weary of everybody whose close me as there is a saying "your close friends might be your enemies". I wonder if this is really true in the real world. I PRAY: PLEASE DONT MAKE IT HAPPEN.

I need a breather on this friendship.. YOU SOMETIMES HAVE TO BE THE LOSING END. You cant always have what you want. THATS LIFE!

For that, Heck it. I dont know how to please people. I'll just leave that matter alone. It takes time though.. I'm still working on my resolution: I NEED TO BE AN ALL ROUNDER!--- I think friendship is sometimes more complex than the most challenging A math question. If you can handle friendships well, ALL RIGHT! I BET AN A* FOR YOUR MATH!

On a lighter note: Tues shall be the work-out day. I've got dance in the morning and meeting up with besties to cycle at ecp. I think i'll just be drained at night. I'LL JUST ZONK OUT! HAHA.

To you: I feel that whatever friends you are with now can make you extra happier and contented. Oh well, maybe i'm just a failure being your friend. I DONT KNOW ABOUT THE OTHER 2. BUT FOR ME IS AN ULTIMATE "YES"/

I'M SCARED OF ALL RELATIONSHIPS. They contained 80% risks. I WILL JUST PLAY ALONG IF THATS REAL.

Take that: Dont be a hypocrite.

If i could turn back time;

VAN/

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Outing with shirleen and atika.

Atika was late for half an hour. TSK. Bad time planner.

Oh well, I'm perpetually sad, disappointed, moody, solemn. Whatever negative emotions you name it I show it.

Last day of school was just suck-ass.

Report book is ugly now with lots of ugly scarings which is going to be with me for like how many years? or forever..

If I'm now given a chance, I would definitely want to take my exams all over again.

1 or 2 at its peak REMAINING down right down. Its like extreme weathers/

This MID YEAR was a disaster/

It ruined my life/

It spoils my report book/

It just brought everything DOWN!

I will just (H) time.

Its irreversible!

"You never really understand a person until you crawl in his/her skin"(TKAMB)

Nobody understands you MORE than yourself. Its hard to confide to people nowadays as you cant really find a nice confidante to confide to.

-Betrayer

-Jealousy

-Hatred

-Friendship wrecker

-Favouritism

------These quality are definitely in anyone of us-------

Next Exam shall be better. VANESSA TAN HUI NING you've gotta to prove it. This world is filled with competitiveness. Damn YOU.

Anybody could just be your enemy

Jack-ass;

VAN/

Here posting AGAIN..

Finally English Vocab test was today. So yeah. The facts were in my head, only some though? 39/56. >>>Average?

Oh YESSSS, Math paper 2 added 2 more marks. HOW COOLxzx can that be. Now i got 68/100!(B3) Wah 2 more marks to a BLOODY A2. *sigh*

Dental Appointment:
-Clean up
-Polish
-Tightening
-FUN PART: changing of ligatures(the sound damn nice to hear)
HAHHA.
Now i'm maroon and turquoise.(Colour not that exact)

When someone doesnt knows what exactly FAILURE is, then there is no point for that person to understand you. Not many people truely understand the authentic feeling of failure. It is something beyond explanation.
I sound too solemn now.
Ooohh well.

I'll catch you soon;

VAN/

I (L) YOU<3

ALL RESULTS ARE BACK i guess..

Is something nobody wants to know.. Perhaps for some
-I think i'm a failure as a Core Literature student.(I'll just pull the whole school's percentage down--ALL THE WAY)
-I cannot do Science for goodness sake
-Maths perhaps?

If MOE could just revamp the whole education system, it'll be great. (just take the subjects you are good at it ONLY) Wah best..

A 66/100 for Emath. I dont know whether like that good or bad. The paper was mediocre for many? But my "habit" would just stick with me--(carelessness)

If carelessness and the state of nervousness would not exits, i think many billion people would have just succeeded in this world. I WISHHH...

I wish on everything except acting on it. I'M THE WORLD'S BEST PROCRASTINATOR.

1)Feeding on Kinder Joy sometimes is futile. Makes you put on weight..
2)Time spent yesterday studying for English vocab was like ERRR.. Test was postpone to another day. (HOW GREAT?)
3)I've got a resolution: I need to be an all rounder.

I LOOK LIKE A 5-YEAR OLD KID with short fringe(Superr short)
Time can be something irreversible. HOW TRUE?
Miss this opportunity and you'll regret.
Time is ticking; awaiting for someone suitable to grasp.

MY TAGBOARD NEEDS MEDICAL CARE?! deonn HELP ME!

Its like vanished again due to my ITCHY fingerssss/

Mercy;

VAN/

(town outing--backdated)

YTD:

"17 AGAIN" show was PERFECT. I found it nice.

For the past 2 outings, i went out with my phone battery flat.

How infuriating. Is some jinx i think.. Oooo well.

And today i'm a GOOD girl. I did not go out. How unlikely of me.

HAHA, at home very boring eh.

Oh WAIT WAIT WAIT. When does "Night in the museum 2" comes out?

End of may right? Ok i'll catch that:)

All the nice shows came out during exam period. They should release nice shows during the june hols or long hols where everybody can go watch. AH YA. baskettt..

I need to EXERCISE. (vigorously)

Quote of the day: "As long as i dont let myself down, there will be no regrets about things like; i wish i did better"

I will (L) you;

VAN/